u/TheTedyFamaliy

I am suicidal,but I self harm unrelated to that.

I really want to overdose,not to die but to hurt myself. I don't know why. I really really want to. But I am terrified of a seizure.

What are the possible outcomes? Would I be sent to a ward or something?

I am suicidal,but I self harm unrelated to that.

I really want to overdose,not to die but to hurt myself. I don't know why. I really really want to. But I am terrified of a seizure.

What are the possible outcomes? Would I be sent to a ward or something?

I've just written a while ass post with the max number of characters and I feel so weak. I won't post it. It says nothing. I can't think,I can't do anything. I don't know anything anymore.

I hate myself.

A lot is going on in my life,and a little while ago I attempted. Or more like attempted to attempt but I was stopped. Now I go to therapy and other stuff and i take pills.

I dont know anything anymore. It's just all shit and piss.

Idk why I'm even posting this.

I dont know anymore. I don't know I'm so sad and scared and nervous,yet I do not feel anything at all. Im so useless! I'm so awful and disgusting. I'm now whinning like a little bitch. I hate myself so much God fucking danm it.

I'm failing in school,I'm no longer the sweet girl I used to be,I'm so disgusting,I'm a bad partner,a bad friend,horrible child and sibling. I might OD tonight but I am scared. I'm just so exhausted!!! I've been so depressed for over two months. I've been struggling with depression since maybe 2023 but recantly I'm just getting worse. I do not want professional help I hate therapists and anything so.

Eidt: I'm alive,I regret being alive.

I dont know. I've completely given up and I just don't see a reason to keep on living. I'm so useless. I'm debating do I do it because I'm religious.

I just can't take it anymore. I'm sooo tired and exhausted.

Edit: I'm alive. I regret being alive.

I don't feel,I don't think,I don't care.

I feel so disgusting and awfull.

A whole lot is going on in my head,too much.

Might attempt,I an religious so yk I'm trying not to. But my existence is useless and a waste.

I just want to start off by saying that I know there are many sick individuals out there,sick groups of people who pray on the vulnerable. But I just feel like ranting because I'm upset about this.

I've noticed on tiktok but I bet there are more,are videos where it's encouraged to go deeper or to share advice on how to. Or to share pictures in the comments (which people do). Or saying people who hurt themselves only on the epidermis layer are "not really hurting themselves" or just dismissing it untill it's a "styro" or the dermis. Most of these people are kids younger then sixteen. Some are even twelve. I struggled with watching gore and having that wierd sick mindset but I find this very toxic and disgusting. I understand morbid curiosity and wanting to talk to more people who have the same struggle but this is fucked up.

I feel useless and disgusting. I find no worth,use,or good in me anymore. I struggle with self harm and recantly I've been extremely paranoid,anxious,and I've been very depressed looking back maybe two months or more. Suicide has been on my mind alot. I might fail the school year but I love my school,if I do ill be changed to a different "lesser" school. So much is on my mind yet nothing at the same time. My long distance boyfriend will visit me in August,but Idk if I'll get to meet him.

I need advice. But I am afraid if I say what I want to I will give people,who aren't mentally well,ideas. Can someone please dm me?

I'm genuinely curious about the queerness of this period and the queer people in it. I know very little.

Of course there are ships like Naplex and Napjuno and all that but no im talking seriously. Not just Napoleon but overall people from that period. Not just men but women too. Where could I learn more?

I know about doves (young men sexworkers which dressed as women). But that's about it.

How to tell rust!?

I dont know how to start this so I'll just yap. So,I've relapsed this September after a year and something of being clean,and I've been struggling with it again since then. Not to get into detail of it,but I did it on my thigh. I really really really want to go back to my arms. I've been yearning to cut myself again. Like it's all I can think of,and overall my mental state is worse.

There are only a few things stopping me:

I am an actress,I am afraid if I go to castings with scars on my arms I won't be able to get certain roles.

I have a few similar to that,but also,I don't want people finding out I relapsed I do not want to get help,I hate therapists and all that. I do not want that sort of attention.

Yet I'm thinking like "We'll if youre really addicted you wouldn't care you'd cut." And there is just too much going on in my head.

I want it,I need it. Idk man

I dont know how to start this so I'll just yap. So,I've relapsed this September after a year and something of being clean,and I've been struggling with it again since then. Not to get into detail of it,but I did it on my thigh. I really really really want to go back to my arms. I've been yearning to cut myself again. Like it's all I can think of,and overall my mental state is worse.

There are only a few things stopping me:

I am an actress,I am afraid if I go to castings with scars on my arms I won't be able to get certain roles.

I have a few similar to that,but also,I don't want people finding out I relapsed I do not want to get help,I hate therapists and all that. I do not want that sort of attention.

Yet I'm thinking like "We'll if youre really addicted you wouldn't care you'd cut." And there is just too much going on in my head.

I want it,I need it. Idk man

People,please give me actual advice on how to hide scars. Not just long sleved shirts/pants.

I know I shouldn't hide them and all,but I'd like some advice.

Love yall!!!