u/TootyMcCarthy

I stopped watching porn a couple weeks ago but there are still some pictures/videos that pop up when I scroll my gallery to find something. I feel so so bad when I see it and that's the reason I stopped watching it. I never had a boyfriend and I don't know if I will so it hits me every time like a hammer, makes me very insecure, jealous and almost suicidal, while I know other guys, who are single too, enjoy it. How do I fix this? thank you

Lately this gut wrenching feeling of loneliness began creeping up on me as never before. It's not only about romance, but about friends, who, after some self reflection, I don't really have, kind of. I am honestly not amused by my existence but I have to live at least up to 30 years (I have stuff to do + maybe something changes). How do you manage to go through this? The only thing helping me is the food. I overeat because I am lonely and I am lonely kinda because I overeat and I am fat. But nothing else really works? What are your coping strategies?

I literally feel like a drug addict. I sit here with a headache and a bunch of not really good thoughts because I am hungry. I still haven't ate today because the moment I eat something I lose control and start eating more and more. If I don't I sit there going insane thinking about the next time I'm gonna eat. I can only feel normal and joyfull if I eat. I can't do this on my own