u/Top-Bookkeeper-7891

Ugh i love them so much...

Becky is wrapped to protect her fur

*le sigh* my darling husband.. i love him so

He/they/it

What if i have did or osdd?

I have literally been thinking about this for YEARS. not just like

"Huh. I wonder if i have this"

NAH NAH NAH. i mean full on SEARCHING for answers. But the thing is...

What if i have osdd but i THINK I'm a fixtionkin?

What i don't have osdd and i am just being delusional?

WHAT IF I'M BOTH.? (a fictionkin and have osdd i mean-)

I don't normally hear voices.... *normally*..

I don't wanna have osdd 😭 help

What if i actually have osdd or did?!

I'm prolly just being delusional- honestly

...

First of all, it feels like I'm always being listened to in my head. Like you know that feeling of being watched? Yeah, it's like that but COMING FROM MY BRAIN.

Secondly my fictionkin shifts sometimes feel way to freaking strong. Like i genuinely ACT EXACTLY LIKE THEM. not like "i feel like them, i am them" i mean like I AM THEM. THIS IS NOT MY BODY. which yes i know is normal for fictionkins but like.. mine are REALLY strong sometimes.

3rd of all...

MEMORY GAPS!

I always blew it off as "i have such goldfish memory! Haha" but it's more like

"Yeah.. i have NO memory of that." I'm talking Completely blank. Like my dad will mention us doing something or going somewhere and like... nothing.

THERES NOTHING!

I lose something?

"Try to remember where you put it!" Most of the time i can but like.. sometimes?..

NOTHING!!! NADA!!! NUHUH!!! NO MEMORY OF EVEN TOUCHING IT!

also.. a voice?

....

Ok so there have been MULTIPLE times this has happened..

I'm just sitting in bed (not asleep, just rotting in bed lol) and the first time..

"[Deadname]"

Tf??? That's weird as hell right? But it gets worse!

LIKE A MONTH LATER, i hear the SAME voice go "[deadname, give me my body back..]

...

What the fuck.

I don't really need to add this, but like.. i had NEVER HEARD THIS VOICE BEFORE. and I'm almost certain that you cannot hear a voice in a dream that you've never heard irl! Idk if that goes for daydreaming, but it's another thing...

The voice sounded FAR AWAY in my head, like it was.. distant

Also, sometimes my head feels weird af, like FOGGY like i literally cannot think.

ALSO ALSO i get these weird pains and headaches that are completely random!

Ok, seriously idk if those last points matter, but..... IDK maybe i do? Sorry I'm kinda freaking out bc of the possibility..

Uh, i will repost this to the did and osdd subs, so don't comment that i should cause I'm going to most likely.

And NO I'm not asking for a diagnosis OR diagnosing myself, it's jsut a suspection.. this was just a rant.

Image 1: fanart

Image 2: back of page

Image 3: paper put under page so it didint leak to next page

(Idk if flair is correct)

Also yes ik i got the white and black mixed up 🫠

Shifted as moon atm but ama as sun too cause were the same people. Same memories. Just different personalities. Also, if you ask me i may be able to switch to sun but could be hard cause of how dark it is.

Like... he sounds REALLY good compared to the rest of the covers he's done ngl.. like he's done ts before...

Idk

Not all flags are lgbtq+ but FUCK IT WE BALL

i think he's/they're adorbs

I kinfirmed prototype, sad bc of.. a certain trend. So yea

(Look at last photo, if you don't know what it is about ask)