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That's what I currently think I am though I don't personally relate to the warmth aspect nor create alliances.

I see me and other people people as all by themselves, and don't see why I should focus on others problems when I can't even fix mine.

I am constantly worrying about the future and don't trust the world to give what I need, so I hope that working on myself as a person will make me autonomous.

But though I value autonomy, I still worry a lot about other's expectations. I am afraid that if I fail in life, I'll disappoint the people I love (family and girlfriend). I am afraid of the possibility of a future in which I'll lose all the good things I have. I don't mind receivimg help, but I don't ask for it.

Though I want to not fail, I don't have great ambitions other than being able to turn my ideas into reality. Materially speaking I want the bare minimum, but I know I'll need more if I want to live with my future wife. Currently I am design the game I want to create (though I should be applyimg for a job). I struggle a lot with inertia, which makes me never relax because I am always thinking about starting to do what I feel I have to do.

Socially speaking, I am a shut in and rarely say what I think, either because I don't care about saying anything nor want to deal with the possible consequences of what I say. I don't let people know me and my passions. I want to have control over what people know about me, and don't see speaking or explaining as a means to that. If I perceive that someone is comomg whem I am doomg something I don't to be seem doing, I freeze for an instant and then start doing something else.

I write a lot. I have 2901 notes on my phone (but if I consider what I deleted/lost I probably had more than 10000). They're mostly ideas, reflections, poems, information I find online about something I'm interested or need to know, tipology of people I know, rankings etc.

I also spend most of my time in my head, thinking, imagining, planning, reflecting. I like the idea of refining my ideas in order to fimd some sense of consistency.

Anyway, I would like to answer questions you raise in order to better determine. I am quite certain of my tritype, but not the fix order. I think I am most likely from the head triad.

It may be just my point of view, so I won't state it as a fact (so when I say 'you' it's not literally you, but specific INTJs)

Many INTJs have this tendency to have a superiority complex. One that comes with the diminishing of others who do not share their vision (which is quite bizarre considering Ni vision is personal, therefore expecting it is strange). Like, being humble is a possibility, you know? Your vision do not lose value when you're humble. You don't need to pretend you're better while everyone else is a mob mentality coded npc. That sense of entitlement only creates more distance between your vision and reality, as you think you're the pivot point of truth and isolate yourself from external perspectives

Such a coincidence that I was watching 3 ongoing series where a character suffers because they refuse to come out of the closet. (Gambare Nakamura, Half Man and Digital Circus)

I remember when I was a kid, around 2007–2009, watching a Sesame Street episode. I may have misunderstood the plot, but I remember it being about Bert and Ernie's house being invaded.

Bert had gone to the bathroom to brush his teeth, while Ernie was in the living room. Ernie noticed a dark figure emerging from behind a curtain. He got scared and started calling for Bert, but received no response.

I don't remember what happened next, maybe because I changed the channel since it was kind of scary. Years later, I tried searching for the episode online, but I never found it. Any idea?

A pessoa tem uma visão e aí cria dois personagens pra debater. Um que é o sábio guru carregador da verdade e o outro que questiona. Mas esses questionamentos são sempre fracos o bastante pra que o guru continue na razão. A pessoa se acha corretíssima o bastante pra cobrir a sua visão com a ilusão de que ela foi debatida, quando na verdade é só um diálogo conveniente vindo exclusivamente da própria cabeça

Dizem que os jovens são preguiçosos, mas esses velhos de hoje se pudessem limpavam até a bunda com IA