u/Trez_0

I'm not gonna write núke cause i fear Reddit

Why does this app keep getting uglier, yuck! Except for the font features, the others are so ugly ew.

And i feel like I've just taken after them too, because i hate being wrong too, well idk in their case but for me i get humiliated for a month or so, so i have reasons to avoid being wrong. I do end up being wrong mostly so yea fml.

But holy shit, these AH literally won't think they're ever wrong, they'll start with normal conversation, then start screaming, then start straight up insulting me, telling me how I'm a disrespectful bitch and on the same breath start bringing up my insecurity and how I'm a failure and shit (as if they ever succeeded in life lmfao, ironic)

And I can't even avoid the shit conversation, these AH will literally talk over something I'm doing and it just escalates. Haha I'm gonna go insane, thankfully I'm never having a family lmfao, shit I'd be embarrassed thinking about screaming at someone and bringing up their insecurity to "be smart and right".

Imagine bringing up a kid in the first place just so they obey you and live your dreams. Miserable shitheads lmfao. I might be pathetic but not on the same level as them 🤣🤣 like pleaseeee, use your brain, hilarious

Family is just full of people that seem to know it all and make fun of basically everything i say, they're cool as a person but i don't like them as a family. Close friends aren't the best either, some poke fun at my insecurity at times, when I'm at my lowest, no ones present, they're not bad but I'd say, I'm not THEIR close friend, it's probably just my pathetic self that needs them.

Literally now as a somewhat adult, i am having to navigate everything alone and most of the times, i just come across methods on the internet to be able to do those things more properly and also somewhat better financing. I hate being this pathetic cause i just have to hide and do shit in secret even if they might not joke. gotten so used to being made fun of that i just don't like talking.

I'm so fked in the head, I'm a pathetic mess as well already but it doesn't help that i don't really have the best people around me, they're all good person but for a mess like me, they're never empathetic. Idek, i mean i am not necessarily asking to be helped but least shit I'm asking is not to be degraded and shit, i hate my life. Idk man idk, i just wanna be hugged and just wanna talk, I'm sp fkin lonely irl i cry everyday because of this shitty thoughts. I'm such a failure that i don't look forward to anything in life.

Fuck idk, i hate feeling emotions, i really do, I don't have anything wrong with me so there's really nothing that should be making me this pathetic fml.

This is in the past, I'm just asking because of curiosity, currently I've got only hens and no roosters.

Used to have around 5-7 roosters, they grew up together but suddenly around 5 of them started not being able to tolerate each other, some of them also, almost killed a hen cause they all wanted to mate one particular hen.

And it wasn't a coop problem because we let them out for grazing for a very good time, there was a good enough place for them dust bathing and we have a garden so they probably had access to bugs and such and their resting place was fairly big too., although the only thing missing was a high ground since we couldn't build it.

We did have to separate them from hens because i was afraid they would actually kill the hens if they were together.

But aside from them, we had 1 rooster that was absolutely lovely, he would really not harm any hens, would be around them to protect them from others and he also would not peck us. There was another that was the victim of others and was a bit scared but also was friendly towards the hens(well for a short while)

I see roosters here being an absolute sweethearts even if there's couple of them,so it's just so confusing. I'm guessing the reason is cause they were too many but, having grown up together i thought they'd get along instead of being against each other. Is it because of large numbers of them?

And if anyone is wondering, no we didn't choose to have that many roosters, the seller lied to us about some of them being hens and they are kinda like mobile sellers so we aren't able to find them for complaints.

Another person would be laying down sick yet all this mf does is annoy them, make them wake up, keep yapping and sometimes even start disturbing with random noises.

I just don't understand this, do people not have basic empathy anymore? Is it hard to let someone sick just rest? I mean I'm not an expert at medicine, neither are they, but isn't it a common sense to let the sick people rest? Are some peoples mind just empty????? I'm just kinda mad, I'm sorry