u/TsniperXP1

I've been waiting for this skin to come back for awhile and it finally came back I would love to have her please. My epic name is JAI THE FEMBOY (The name is a joke that my friend dare me to do)

I've been using blender for a long time now to animate but I've been hearing people say sfm is actually easier to animation in than blender is that true?

I really need friends so bad I don't really have anyone to talk to. Most of time if someone talks to me first they usually don't text back. I would love to get know more people ages must be 18 and up tho. I just need someone to talk too and be friends with.

am I'm the only person who just sits in the main lobby of vrchat because I'm too nervous and shy to join public worlds. I just be sitting there for hours my heart pounds when I'm just even thinking about joining a world. Is this social anxiety i have when ever I do this. I already don't talk to people in irl either.

I don't if youtube is for me or not I've been doing this since 2018 since I was in middle school I'm 20 now and still no growth yet been low forever and I don't know what games to play or anything I tried different stuff it just didn't go well so stopped that stuff i try new things if they don't turn out well than I just stop making videos about them i just don't know what to do. I'm a little depressed right now so I just don't know i wanna make gaming and art type of videos like animations and stuff but that might not go well either I just don't what too do.

So a friend of mines wants to buy me femboy clothes cause you know im a femboy. But the problem is that there kinda the standard femboy fit that everyone always get you know the amazon fit. I don't if thats a good thing or a bad thing because this will be first dressing feminine and one day I'm gonna wanna post photos about it and stuff and a people get a lot of hate about the Amazon fit for no reason yes it's basic but everyone starts somewhere I really like the basic fit it's not that bad sure there are other fits that are better but it's not that bad. So I'm really nervous to post photos about it because I think I'm gonna bet made fun off for wearing it. I've seen people get bullied for wareing it for no reason. Like the outfit is cute I don't have a problem with it. I just see other femboys talking shit about other femboys fits we're all in the same community why talk shit to others that are expressing themselves. So I'm nervous to even try it.

I'm currently unemployed for mouths I have been applying for multiple jobs applications. I'm 20 years old just laying down in my bed living at my parents house still. I feel like giving up on life right now. I'm broke no money. I do have hobbies I animate I draw I play games do youtube but I feel like I'm wasting my fucking time everyday doing the same thing over and over and over again. I just don't know what to do right now to be honest.