I've noticed that so many people get their announcements on smokedope2016s Instagram but I don't have an account and still want to stay up to date with news
Turns out my great great uncle was a bootlegger way back 1926, is this a real sigma moment?
I loveeeeeeeee back2back
I won't go into details but porn has desensitized me to what would normally be gross. No I'm not talking about homosexuality but I also think porn made me think I'm gay. I'm in a relationship with a boy my age and honestly I don't think I find him attractive. I only got with him for that thought about men cumming from an orgasm that was hot but it's not just that I genuinely don't have feelings for him outside of porn. I can't even bring myself to text him and tell him because I'm scared I'm going to hurt him.
But that's the least worst part
I've been viewing stuff that isn't illegal but definitely will be grotesque and make everyone stop talking to me. And I feel that my extreme young age of being exposed to black gay dudes and porn made me this way. I've gone to twitter to fine the most vile shit to jerk off too because the feeling of jerking off to something that isn't accepted by the people turned me on. I've noticed that half way though I wouldn't look at the page, I would only use it to get me going after I get hard I think about other things.
This was self harm and cnc and other nasty nasty things I won't mention
PLEASE I need so much help, I found that because I'm locking myself away from the world and giving myself so much time alone I start to think about these things and I don't like it, I'm scared of therapy and I'm scared of people. Please help me
Yup just another job well done 👍 time to scroll on Instagram reels till I get yelled at
I recently (October 10th) went to see Bladee live @ Under the K bridge in NY Bronx, that opened with Nettspend but and it was so fun.. it was also my first solo concert by myself, definitely a life changing experience.
The only problem I had was with these old ass dudes, maybe in their 30s complaining that bladee wasn't performing songs older than ME (16 at the time)??? Like my favorite album being The Fool also was so annoying bc when he played hotel breakfast all I heard was them loud ssa hell moaning and groaning that it wasn't a song from Gluee or AvP 😭 don't get me wrong, Gluee and AvP are 2 beautiful albums but like wouldn't a real drainer enjoy anything that bladee puts out? And if y'all don't like his new albums why go to a show where he plays new albums,,,,,, I find it so strange
Ive LITERALLY been disabled on Instagram around 6 different times for the same reason. I DONT EVEN USE INSTAGRAM DMS all i do is send reels, post concerts i went too and watch reels. they just keep banning me for the same BS reason and now i finally got terminated and when i try to download my data it literally doesn't even let me this is so weird?????
like the crazy thing is they kept trying to ban me for the same thing and when i would appeal, they would reactive my account after they asked for more and more information each time. this time they asked to see my photo ID and a video of my face, which i provided, and they swiftly terminated my account??? wtf has this happened to anyone else??
