u/Undecided2093

Not sure if medical advice is okay here. But, I am 13m, 5'7 maybe 5'8, 170cm, and I weigh 112.8 lbs or about 51 kg. I am not sure if this a a coincidence but I started tracking how much I eat. I would make 1000 kcal smoothie that consisted of milk, greek yogurt, oats, and bananna from a recipe I saw online that said it would help me bulk. I have eaten about 3000 kcal for the past 3 days. But on the second and third day I would just not stop feeling hungry there was always an anticipation that I would be starving in the next hours. My diet is mostly dairy since thats all that's really in the frigde for me to eat and all my mom buys. I don't ask for any intrigents for anything else. Sometimes she buys fast food or my sisters buys and gives some to me. I woke up today and I was starving. I did not feel like eating and I did not have that motivation to get up. I also happened to have low sleep this day and felt like I could faint. I made the smoothie again and drank it. I felt physically full but not mentally full. I was not hungry but still. About an hour or two after I starting feeling hungry. But I didn't eat I just did not feel like it plus there is nothing I want to eat it's always the same foods. Now I im starving again and can't bring myself to eat. There is nothing I want to eat or that will make me actually full. I ate yogurt but I am still starving. My stomach hurts a lot. My mom said she will buy food but that will be in like 2 hours she is at work right now. It's not the smoothie because I have made simliar ones in the past nothing like that has ever happened. I track because I want to see how much protein I eat. I have a post on my profile for slightly more info read the comments. Please what should I do. My sister is home but I know she won't care and will just tell me to go away. Maybe it's my fault I am not eating.

EDIT: Since people want to blame it on marcos that is not the case I get an average of 150g protein, 100g fat and 300g carbs.

Hey everyone so I am 13M, 5,8 and weigh 112.8 lbs I have recently started to track my calories everyday and I eat about 3000 my tracker says I'm in about a 500 to 700 surplus. But ever since I started tracking it seems like I have started eating more food but also getting more hungry. I woke up today and I was starving feeling like I could faint. After I eat a meal I still feel hungry somehow. Like I'm full and hungry at the same time. I am not that active at least this week, but I plan on taking my running and calisthenics seriously soon. I'm just trying to figure out what is wrong. Please help.

I am not sure what has happens but this year I started getting lines on my face. And they are now noticeable. One of my friends pointed it out and started laughing at me and I don't feel so good about it. Is there any way to stop this? The lines are near the bridge where my eye and nose are and like semi smile lines. It makes me look like I am older even through I am young. I do use this cleanser and night moisturizer but it seems it has not helped at all. Maybe this is more prominent because of my dark skin color. Please help.

I'm 13 looking to study for 6-8 hours a day but 4 hours is already a struggle. Is there anyway for your brain to acclimate to be able to stay focused for hours. I study math and programming if that helps.

EDIT: With breaks

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To start off, I am 13 years old. For the past year I have struggled to stay consistent and disciplined. I just feel like everything is boring. When I try to study mathematics it is boring I can't get myself to sit at a desk and study efficiently same for programming. It's not that I am distracted I simply just happen to be bored. I don't really have any money to do things like more hobbies. My current hobbies happen to be studying math, studying C programming language, running, and calisthenics. Which basically on all of them I have not been consistent. I don't know why I can't have motivation and be disciplined. I literally have no irl friends and just sit around slacking in the house all day. The problem is that I can't pursue my hobbies before sitting at a desk for such a long time. I want to do things like competitions since I find that makes me really motivated, but I don't want any mathematics competitions like AMC, nor AIME, I want some that actually work on a field or mathematics something similar to research. Even with programming there no competitions to start. I just feel like I have been semi-depressed. I really don't want to waste this summer. Then I see some kid 2 years younger than me which created some highly advanced python projects seeing that really just makes me sad. I always have to compare myself to others which are doing great.

It feels like I am running out of time and if I don't solve it now I won't be able to reach my full potential. I already listen to music and also stay in a study vc on discord when I study it worked for a while, but now I guess that method is dried out. It always seems like I need something new to keep me going. Where I was studying for 4 hours a day 2 hours on math and 2 hours on programming. Suddenly it just all stopped. Same for calisthenics it also just stopped. My hobby of running is simply a goner. Ever since school ended I simply stopped. At PE we would always run and that always motivated me to get first. And I got first every single time. Just seems like if I don't find someone to challenged me in some way nothing is going to change. No friends and no hope. For some background regarding my studies the mathematics book I am doing is Basic Mathematics by Serge Lang and the programming book is King C programming: A modern approach. I simply cannot do this I don't want to be this way I cannot be a disgrace to this world. If it helps I am in the US and I happened to take some random test that I thrive in competition or something; Not sure if that pointless will help but there. I also want to make a YouTube channel to stay accountable.

I know people will talk on and on saying I am only 13 and have much more life. And I should stop worrying and live my "childhood". But childhood acts as the foundation to the rest of your life it is not to be wasted. Plus this is my passion and hobbies I want to build off of.

Please give me advice on how I can get motivation, discipline and stop being bored based on my background. I am very sorry if this bad in anyway and I wasted your time. I am sorry if you cannot help me.

I have done basically nothing in this summer except for rot in my house. My mom is always working, and my sisters works then sometimes goes to the gym and then just stays in her room all day. I want to go do things more fun. But everyone just either says they don't have enough time or they are too lazy to take me anywhere. I really just need some help. This is probably the reason I have been showing some depressive symtoms and why I have lost all my motivation and discipline. I also happen to have no friends. I can only find some online. Even there most of them are just annoying.