so i vape regularly everyday. I take sertraline 25mg in the morning. diazepam 5mg at noon. lorazepam 1,75mg at night with depakote 750mg at night too.
should i stop vaping while i'm on this newly scheduled medication?
I have terrible social anxiety since I was 15. I've been through anxiety my whole life. I was on xanax 1mg for months until I had no choice but to go to a different doctor and she stopped me on them, cold turkey. I know It's not good for long term but I need it just for anxiety inducing stuff. Especially I'm a dancer and looking for jobs. I'll perform on stage in front of hundreds if not thousands. dance auditions. these events require networking which requires to socialize and meet new people and make new friends which is the scariest part for me. Interviews! they freaking suck!
Why can't they give me xanax despite me telling them my debilitating anxiety and because of it i've tried taking my own life 5 times! this is so not fair. I haven't been suicidal in a while and today i thought about offing myself for the first time in a while just bcz i didn't get my xanax.
well when it comes to being in crowds and people looking at me, but when it comes to socializing i still find it quiet hard. Though not as hard as years before of course. My anxiety has gotten down but at the cost of my depression going up. I'm not motivated to literally do anything. I just sleep, eat, watch movies or doomscroll and repeat.
I'm a 26 F. I matched with a guy (27 y/o) on Bumble. We live in the same city. After talking there thru texts for 4 days, today he asked me out on a date. We have somethings in common and our life story is quiet the same. We could relate to each other. I'd like to know more about him from our date.
Any advice for a first timer as a woman? what do I do if I'm not feeling him during our date? I'm honestly very nervous.
also just wanna put this out there, I have social anxiety disorder😔 so socializing in general is hard for me.
26 F. I met this guy on a dating app. We have a lot in common, like a loooot. So we followed each other on IG. We've been talking for 4 days now. Our convos arent dry at all and he's always curios about my day and what I like to do. He's very respectfull and understanding. We both struggle with mental health.
so we were texting abt what countries we'd like to visit and he says he wants to go to my country one day and go to my city. I said to him "I could show you around if you want" He said "Yeah it'd be nice to have a friend there" and I replied with "yeah you'd have a friend! you won't be alone :)" and he hearted my reply and then we kept texting with each other.
Was that his way of saying that he doesn't have romantic feelings for me? am i overanalyzing? am I overthinking?
UPDATE: I'm talking to him rn and he said he's been looking at my dance videos and said i'm very attractive. soooo now im confused.
26 F. I met this guy on a dating app. We have a lot in common, like a loooot. So we followed each other on IG. We've been talking for 4 days now. Our convos arent dry at all and he's always curios about my day and what I like to do. He's very respectfull and understanding. We both struggle with mental health.
so we were texting abt what countries we'd like to visit and he says he wants to go to my country one day and go to my city. I said to him "I could show you around if you want" He said "Yeah it'd be nice to have a friend there" and I replied with "yeah you'd have a friend! you won't be alone :)" and he hearted my reply and then we kept texting with each other.
Was that his way of saying that he doesn't have romantic feelings for me? am i overanalyzing? am I overthinking?
UPDATE: I'm talking to him rn and he said he's been looking at my dance videos and said i'm very attractive. soooo now im confused.
26 F Indonesian. where can I find men that's willing to do that?. I mean I dont want a man that just wants lust. I want someone I can vibe with, I can have meaningful convos, genuine chemistry, funny, etc.
I want men that are serious. not casual or anything. that wants to try long distance with me. I need advice. I have 5 dating apps and so far i havent found someone genuine....
26 F. is it fine to post the content without their consent? cause i see it a lot on my insta reels. those funny ome interractions?. I'm scared if I post it the person will get mad. cause we had good banter. I wanna be like that type of content creator. I wanna ask his permission but he didnt follow me on insta even tho I gave him.
idk its a good content tho such a waste if i dont post it. spent all night editing it :/
EDIT: guys i alr posted on tiktok. i censored his name.
i'm a female 26. Idk why. everytime my dad looks at me or tries to talk to me I just can't stand him. I just wanna say to him "can you leave me alone and shut up!?" but of course I hold it back and not say it. I love him too much to say something like that.
My dad loves me so much. he's been there for me since day 1. since I started to have anxiety when I was 15 he was always there to comfort me. Then depression came and he was there when I cried and made sure I feel better. He knows when something is off with me. He doesn't ask me but he knows. He's very observing with it comes to me but he never asks "are you okay?". one day he just says "you're dealing with bad depression again right?" and I hesitated to answer but said "yes I'm relapsing" and that's it and went back to my room. everytime I go downstairs he would just look at me awkwardly.
I hate the way I feel about him right now. I love him so much. He's always been there for me and i fear what I'll do to myself when he passes away. I cry about it alot. even looking at him or talking to him makes me feel so annoyed.
Why am I feeling this way!?