u/UnluckyLuckyGambler

No, it isn’t just the fuck Billy and Abrams item. This should be obvious but I almost never see people buy it. In lane, if you get a good parry you not only get healing but also a free kill. Please take advantage of the dumbassery of your opponents

Whenever I try to draw, 3d model, animate, make music, literally anything I end up getting frustrated. It's so embarrassing. And when I say frustrated I mean things I can't really say because I'd have to put a trigger warning on this post.

I know I wont immediately be good at things. And that I should enjoy the process. But I really just can't because I know I'll be disappointed with what I make. I try not to compare myself but it's impossible. And it doesn't help that I'm just in general lazy when it comes to learning new things.

For example I tried learning music production again today. The amount of times I've tried are in the double digits. I wasn't happy with what I made. I tried to assure myself that It'll of course take time and that I just need to focus on having fun. That didn't work at all and I just ended up relapsing.

I don't know what to do. I'm not having fun learning. The problems I face are so open-ended and overwhelming. Just what can I do?

I can consistently land combos in practice range, and I can hit my pulls in matches. But I can't stop a support from just using their ability. I end up ending games with KD's like 5-5 because I spend the entire game swinging away because no combo will work.

I try to bait cooldowns and they're never used. I try to combo and the enemy survives through a large amount of methods. I give up on diving and decide to just pull tanks like a budget wolverine but unfortunately 99% of the time the tanks are dino, emma, thing, or any tank that can escape easily.

So what am I missing? What magical spiderman game sense do I lack???

https://preview.redd.it/aued9ewnzs2h1.png?width=547&format=png&auto=webp&s=769eda7d547c29fde457870e8e16a38b6f6f1bb0

I'm actually losing my mind trying to learn spider-man. It's game after game of going horribly negative and getting only 2-3 final hits because I got lucky. I know I'm going to be bad for a while and that's what makes it worse. I genuinely can not handle constantly losing, doing horrible, and seeing no improvement. I can tell people are annoyed at me even if I mute everyone. And whatever other people say is no match for my self-critic.

How tf do I learn spider-man without dying in the process