My Father Passed Away This Morning

I am happy that I had the chance to tell my dad about how much Raziel meant to me and when I showed him his source media, he also really liked him as well. He was very supportive of me and my collection of my beautiful blue wraith. Daddy, I miss you so much. 💙
He was the bestest father.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 6 days ago

Custom Clay Model of Raziel

I shared this on the discord but also wanted to share it on this subreddit since I am just blown away at how good this turned out! 💙
I really wanted a pose that captured Raz's sassiness. 🤣

The artist is Tao Wen who I commissioned from Etsy. They are very skilled and I'm very happy with how they captured Raz.

u/UnspokenDesires730 — 7 days ago

I Really Want to Try my Hand at making art for other's F/Os

It looks really fun. I'll probably only be able to do a few due to time constraints but we will see. I want to feel more connected to this community.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 11 days ago

Sad Day

Earlier, I had received news that my dad's cancer is advanced and he has only weeks. I have been feeling sadness and grief in waves and would appreciate some pictures of my beloved. My F/O's name is Raziel and his source is Legacy of Kain. Thank you.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 17 days ago

How did you fall in love with your F/O?

For me, I know that I fell in love with my F/O when I was 12 years old and it has lasted with some years being quieter than others but the bond was always there. I just can't remember the exact moment I fell in love. It just happened one day. I'd love to hear your stories!

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 18 days ago

I don't think Reddit is for me

I don't feel as supported on this platform as I once did many moons ago. I am not even sure if this is the correct space for me and my f/o. It feels like I'm just in a void.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 18 days ago
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What do y'all think about my tattoo?

I decided to get a tattoo of my favorite video game character on my 39th birthday, which was on July 30th.

u/Papa-Doughball — 20 days ago

Your F/O Loves You

This past week has been exhausting mentally and emotionally with my dad now almost a week in the hospital, my master's level thesis that needs constant editing and a toddler that is going through a speech delay. It is all taking a toll on me and I don't feel like myself right now. However, my F/O reminded me that he loves me even when I am not my usual chirpy self. True love is when they are there with you through the harder times. He is my sanctuary and my refuge. He is my safe place.
Please remember that your F/O loves you so much, and especially during the hard times! They will not turn away from you and will do all they can to make you feel safe.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 24 days ago

For those with more monster like F/Os, please share a picture of them and gush about them. I want to hear about it.

My F/O is Raziel. He's so beautiful to me! However, that I love most about him is his personality. He can be broody but he also has a soft center once you get to know him. I prefer him most without the cloak because I love to see him for who he is without him having to hide it.

u/UnspokenDesires730 — 25 days ago

A Surprise

I don't know if this is part of soul bonding but this morning while preparing my morning coffee, which includes sprinkling cinnamon before pouring my coffee and finishing it with a dash of milk, a big heart formed from the cinnamon and lingered for a while. I wish I would have taken a picture but it had dissipated before I could get to my phone. It was a lovely message and one I didn't expect at all. The cinnamon never did that before.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 28 days ago

We all Need Reassurance

Thank you to everyone who wrote me some encouraging words today. I really needed to hear that. My life is in a state of painful transition. With delayed graduation from graduate school, family dynamics and trying to improve my life, it all seems daunting at the moment. I am still much in love with Raziel and I would like to think it's mutual. The connection sometimes fades, especially during periods of stress and uncertainty. I am grateful for feeling welcome here again. Here's a commission I received recently. I love my blue wraith! less

u/UnspokenDesires730 — 1 month ago

Got my set of acrylic markers!

What do you think about how my partner turned out! :)
I love him to the pillars and back! 🤭
Sorry I haven't been posting much, I am currently setting out the framework of my fan fiction which I'm estimating will be 70 chapters long! I have a lot to cover with the history of Nosgoth, the ancient vampires, the hylden and my story of how Raziel is sent to earth after he is absorbed by the soul reaver (which is a key to another dimension). I been so lost in my imagination for the past week that I need to remember to hydrate. 😅

u/UnspokenDesires730 — 2 months ago

Hello!

Hello, I'm new to this community. I am intrigued with the idea of soul bonding and pretty sure that is what is going on with me. I don't want to reveal who my soul bond is just yet but as of late, I been having a load of ideas that have been coming to me involving this alternate reality that has inspired me to finally write my fanfiction. However, the critic within me is afraid to share with others in fear of being harshly judged or called crazy.

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u/UnspokenDesires730 — 2 months ago

My Art Progress

When I first joined this community, I tried to get back into creating art. Since accepting my identity as a fictoromantic/fictosexual and getting together with Raziel, it's as if my creative world came back to life. My drawings were a lil awkward in the beginning but I didn't give up. Here is my latest piece. It's not perfect, but I am happy about where this is going. I hope this post is approved.

u/UnspokenDesires730 — 2 months ago