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So My insta has been deactivated for about 7 months and I wasn't planning to go back to it either not like I'm making money from it,

But Today I got a code on my number as if someone is trying to login but how can it even before possible, I had to reactivate my account and checked there was no suspicious activity as such another device login or something.

Is it a trick from insta to get me back to using it or what? What should I do? I've changed my password tho and authentic verification is already there.

Man! She literally have real bad daddy issues, I could feel it in my bones lol, I mean I had so much empathy for her after what she went through with Brian, but girl you gotta give yourself a break and live your life, understand who you're, where you come from, I understand her Father Harry must've been super absent towards her bcz most of the time he was just setting up with Dexter's urges.

I was f*cking scared she's gonna come on to Lundy.. and guess what she did! I felt so sad for her honestly.

Plus why tf people keep defending Dexter for cheating on Rita, I mean yeah I get it he can't comprehend emotions neatly like other humans but wow! He can feel that Harry was wrong for cheating on his foster mother with his biological mother but look who's doing the same. Humans are f*ckin contradictory in nature I swear in the worst possible way!

Lila was wrong to trap a man who was already committed, so as Dexter for cheating like there was nothing ever between him & Rita.

Hello I'm a UG student pursuing bioinformatics, I've recently done a very small minor project in bioinformatics which was honestly kinda easy peasy: it was regarding multiple sequence alignment and phylogenetic evolutionary tree construction.

IK basic of bioinformatics and currently I'm studying structural bioinformatics.

I just wanted to ask for project ideas that'll made me learn more and go into the deep core of the bioinformatics, plus it would be nice to put on my Resume.

But I'm genuinely looking for project ideas to work on.

Hello I'm a UG student pursuing bioinformatics, I've recently done a very small minor project in bioinformatics which was honestly kinda easy peasy: it was regarding multiple sequence alignment and phylogenetic evolutionary tree construction.

IK basic of bioinformatics and currently I'm studying structural bioinformatics.

I just wanted to ask for project ideas that'll made me learn more and go into the deep core of the bioinformatics, plus it would be nice to put on my Resume.

But I'm genuinely looking for project ideas to work on.

I'm a beginner to coding, I've no experience in that and I'm starting with python and my college has already moved on to sql and c++.

I don't understand anything in class and yesterday I just left my class crying after the class got over (ofc nobody saw me)

I really wanna improve and learn like for real but As I see so much information on the internet I get confused whether from where to start bcz I don't wanna waste my time at all.

Plz help 🙏🙏😭

Honestly I'm just so much done with this irresistible pain, I just want to have Alzheimer at this point to forget him, somedays I'll be doing so good and he'll just simply cross my mind and I'll smile that's it but then somedays will be like I'm constantly thinking about him only the whole freaking day.

Even tho I'm busy, it's like he's still there up in my brain sitting like a landlord who refused to give me my flat even tho I've paid the money!

And bcz of this multitasking, even tho I'm good at this, I told my mum to check my heartbeat and it was literally like my heart is just missing him too much that now it's jumping outta my body with its full potential that it can blast at any point.

I mean Sir plz lemme concentrate on my studies, How much busy am I supposed to be????? At this pointtttt. This another day someone wrote in this sub that it's like we're not allowed to let them go. Brooooo I kid you not it's so freakin true😤😭😭😭😞😭😭

P.S: I've goals to fulfill in this life, I can't just stay like this. Even tho I'm better then before but I just want to eradicate this completely now. Bcz I think he might not be missing me, even tho I still love him, and will continue to do so just one day wanna move to Japan so that he doesn't have to cross paths with me even mistakenly in the same country:)

I can't explain how much relatability I've found in this sub, when it comes to pain, the things we all are collectively going on after that emotional traumatic experience (the discards) and I've personally interacted with people here too, we all are just in diff forms dealing with the same issue.

But Not just this time but I've left this subreddit before also bcz the more i stay here and see people talking about their pain, even tho I empathize with their pain as I've gone through the same thing but it gets exhausted and it isn't helping me move on with peace.

Being here more my brain keeps reminding me that discard has became a permanent part of my life, which is! Yes it's true! But I have the power to transform the pain into purpose so I'm leaving this sub as being here I keep thinking about my pain, the discard, about him!

Rather than working through my pain.

It's time for permanent goodbye from here. So that I'm not resisting my mental peace also the more talking you do about your pain or discard, you're reopening the wound again and again.

I wish y'all all the best in this tough journey.

We all hold power to transform our pain.

We got this.

Toodles!