u/Various_Garlic2204

For context we have been in a relationship for 4 years. Last year I caught him watching sexualised videos on TikTok for a few months, I picked him up on this stating I am not comfortable with him consuming this content and if I were to see this again I would end the relationship because I find it disrespectful. Fast forward to the past couple months I have noticed our sex life isn’t like how it was before. It was very him oriented and less frequent, once every month or so. I had a gut feeling that something was going on so I checked his reddit history and behold my gut feeling was right. I know I am an attractive woman but I don’t know why he would do that if he has me if you know what I mean. I told him what I saw and he said he will delete the app but I just can’t help the feeling that I’m not what he wants physically. The women he seems to be interested in do not resemble me what so ever and I can’t help but feel a type of way about it. Can anyone suggest a way for me personally to get past this?