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ETA: So the problem is that my brain spends time thinking of to-dos, grocery lists, etc and not taking in the sessions.

My brain just won't shut up during a session. It's all over the place. I want to experience a session, but it keeps interrupting me with stupid questions. lol

It's seriously like "oh, maybe you'll see dead people", "don't forget to go to the grocery store", etc. It's definitely affecting my sessions. I want to just step back, take everything in, and see where I'm taken.

The last Mindbloom session didn't do anything. Today (with replacement vial) started out rich, then all visuals went grainy.

Anyone else? So weird.

I really need to talk to someone higher up the ladder at Mindbloom. I'm in the process of canceling because my meds are always so late (SC) and it's impacting my treatment.

The "people" I am messaging with on the app don't seem to have any answers. Does anyone know how I can reach someone higher up?

I've come to the conclusion that I really want to stay with the program, but only if they get the meds straightened out and I need to know if that's actually going to happen.

Feel free to pm me if you don't want to mention names on here. Thanks!

Ketamine worked miracles for me and saved my life, but now my schedule is all off because the Mindbloom injections always take forever to ship. I have my treatments down to a science, and if I don't have them the repercussions are disastrous.

I seriously don't know what to do. You don't play with a persons mental health like this, and I worry with how bad my depression and anxiety has come back worse than before, as well as anger and the absolute hopelessness I have.

I had 5 good years, folks. Now I've been without my meds for over 2 weeks, and this is what happens.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess I have to quit Mindbloom (though I'm quite sure they will have policies in place to make that difficult) and go back to paying $600+ a month for IV. This is unbearable.

Well my light on my 15g anemone and clownfish tank just jumped ship. It's Saturday and the new one I ordered won't be here until Tuesday.

Any suggestions for how I make do? Is there a cheap way to light this enough for the bta in the meantime?

Also the bta has gotten bleached and is currently splitting. Are there any supplements I can add to my tank to help the nems recover and brighten up again?

Thanks!

I had a good experience with 100, but it didn't last the whole time. I got permission to up to 120 (injection). Is it too big a jump? Is there anything I should worry about?

What happens if you take too big a dose of ketamine?

For reference I was on infusions of 100 over an hour and 15 minutes

This movie was on tv. The scene I remember is when a group of girls were in a car and they were either pulled over or came upon a roadblock with men with guns. The driver said “This is it”, and then the next thing you know there is a line of bodies with lettuce covering their faces.

I vaguely remember that these women were in country to help the citizens with some sort of aid.

Does this ring a bell to anyone?

ETA for a straight shot to my questions. In case the back story is too much. LOL

~Those of you who wear a blindfold and have gotten insights… Are they visual? How did the insights come to you? Is it normal to “see” absolutely nothing?

2. IV works for me, but it’s hard to get to the clinic and so very expensive. IM feels like it comes on real fast and then is gone (in under 30 minutes). Is it possible that IM just won’t work for me?

I’m so confused. I really am.

I did 7 IV treatments in a month. They worked wonders. With those I got up to 100 mL, and I felt great. I watched relaxing cloud or ocean videos in the sessions. I didn’t get any deep insight or whatever, but I did hear my grandfather’s voice during one of them. And it seemed to cure my anxiety and depression.

Then I took troches every other day for a month. Then I decided to try Mindbloom because it just wasn’t feasible to drive to the clinic any more (too far away and work interfered). Because of the switch I was actually off the troches for almost 2 weeks, and I think it really set me back. I noticed that I was getting angry and had a much smaller fuse. I could feel the old me coming back. I don’t want that for my family.

When the Mindbloom came in, I switched to IM and use a blindfold. I had hoped for some inner reflection but after 2 injections (latest one was 80 mL), all I’ve seen was a few colors behind a black cloth. I can see the hint of richness. I can feel a bit of movement, but I don’t see anything defined. Is that normal with IM and a blindfold?

Also with the injections, it feels like everything comes on quick, but then it’s gone within 30 minutes. Is it possible my metabolism is too fast?

I have no idea what to do, but I have to figure out something. Maybe IM just won’t work for me?

Any advice?

I own a music studio where I do everything - teach voice lessons, do camps, teach music camps, direct performances, etc. The admin and marketing/sales needs are not being met because I'm so busy.

Any recommendations on a program that won't break the bank (since I'm just one person, however I am willing to spend for something that ups my marketing and sales) that:

1. Syncs with Apple Calendar and Gmail
2. Tracks my customers from leads to signups
3. Gives me a way to take notes on phone calls or interactions
4. Links up to social media ads, as well as Google ads
5. Helps craft ads and newsletters and tracks the efficacy of each
6. If it tells me the best time to post and how my posts are doing, even better!

I'm sure there are other things that will come in handy. Maybe y'all will think of some other useful features.

Having said all that, what would yall recommend? I've looked at YouTube videos, hubspot, Monday, Pipedrive, etc, and now my head just hurts.

Thanks!