I almost lost my balance and it almost made me cry
Title maybe a sounds a bit strange, but it's what happened. I was doing something really inconsequential in my living room and almost lost my balance, managing just about not to fall onto my coffee table. It is 30°C in my appartment and it sounds pretty inconsequential at first, but it really hit me hard.
I've never been someone with the best balance. In the past this was mostly in more challenging situations, though, like on hikes or in tricky terrain in general. I've now been overweight for a long time, but it seems my balance got worse with me often just about catching myself in my own appartment in the last half a year or so. In addition, I had a really shitty accident two years ago in which I literally just slipped on some mud, fell on my ass and broke a vertabrae.
It's obviously tough to say how much of this is due to my weight, but it's hard not to make the connection when I am once again fearful about a steep, but not undoable, decline on a hike. Then again, maybe it also means there is hope that these things might go away if I lose the weight. I also noticed that I have problem thinking sometimes, my thoughts seemingly getting scrambled for no reason. It also affects my typing (two finger technique, so my fingers not going where I want them is pretty obvious).
There is not really a point in this post, but I felt the need to tell someone about it and I thought people on this sub are most likely to empathize and have past experience with this.