u/VirtualSwimming4893

Lost my job this week because I “looked tired”. That triggered this relapse.

Why yes I am tired! But in a hard worker and a good one. Firing someone for their appearance is horrible- you never know what someone is struggling with or pushing through to pay the bills. Can’t stop hyperfocusing on my appearance and I can’t sleep now on top of it (I had a nightmare I got fired the night before). OCD is so cute 😍
(Yes I literally did get fired for looking tired. My boss was a kook, it wouldn’t have worked long term anyways)
I feel like I’m a bad worker, a bad person, a failure. I can’t stop my mind from running. But in reality I am a great worker and I know it. The cycle won’t stop. I can’t sleep.

u/VirtualSwimming4893 — 13 days ago