Anyone never feel thirsty 😭

Anyone never feel thirsty 😭

Got some symptoms of slight autism, gonna have to get a neuro eval. Does anyone not feel thirsty until it’s BAD. Like gonna pass out/mouth dry/migrane/lips peeling/throat dry? Is this something I should mention during my eval? I’ve struggled with feeling thirsty since I was a kid. Drinking feels like torture.

I had to go to the ER last night because of this. This is how much is 💩 impacted due to not drinking water. I’m on like day 11. Just thought I would share 😐

Thanks for your responses in advance.

u/VirtualSwimming4893 — 1 day ago

What aesthetic is this?

Need help finding this bc this is me and idk how to describe it or express myself through it . Like if you could see my soul this would be it.

u/VirtualSwimming4893 — 3 months ago

I look better at a healthy weight

Anyone feel like they look better at a healthy bmi but keep relapsing because of the discomfort? I literally want to crawl out of my skin at a healthy bmi. I look like shit at a lower weight, but when I lose weight I feel so much better and more comfortable. The ed voices quiet bc I’m restricting. When I’m in recovery they scream at me every meal. I just can’t stand the discomfort. I hate looking like a skeleton. I can’t stand the feeling of clothes on me at a higher weight. Can anyone relate?

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u/VirtualSwimming4893 — 3 months ago

Lost my job this week because I “looked tired”. That triggered this relapse.

Why yes I am tired! But in a hard worker and a good one. Firing someone for their appearance is horrible- you never know what someone is struggling with or pushing through to pay the bills. Can’t stop hyperfocusing on my appearance and I can’t sleep now on top of it (I had a nightmare I got fired the night before). OCD is so cute 😍
(Yes I literally did get fired for looking tired. My boss was a kook, it wouldn’t have worked long term anyways)
I feel like I’m a bad worker, a bad person, a failure. I can’t stop my mind from running. But in reality I am a great worker and I know it. The cycle won’t stop. I can’t sleep.

u/VirtualSwimming4893 — 3 months ago