I failed 💔
Second day no smoking but I can't keep up man, I'm sorry. No appetite, can't sleep, but main culprit here my anxieties are very very bad. Last night I didn't get a single minute of sleep because of it and today the whole day I was literally shaking I had to take off and now its getting only worse. I've tried everything here (searched "anxiety" to see any ips whole last night) but its not working in the slightest.
Maybe i could've held on a bit longer but my Job is too important for me and if I miss tomorrow I might be in trouble + no guarantee it will be better afterwards. Maybe I'll try again when I have more freedom to deal with it. but now I am afraid I can't 😌💔