u/WearyInvestigator996

i've never worked a part time job but im considering it specially because i'll be moving to bangalore and the cost of living there is EXPENSIVE and i would need a job to get by. how has y'all's experience been with part time jobs, what the average salary establishments provide, which establishments actually offer part time jobs without it making too hectic? i know about decathlon and i could definitely try it but i think the market is just saturated there. i am mainly looking to work from friday to sunday. ik beggers can't be choosers but that's the only way it'll work out without damaging my studies tbhh. so if you guys have any experience with part time stuff, please let me know.

also i have a degree in psychology and will be doing my masters in the same

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i've never heard someone talk about this drama but goddamnit i remember rewatching it so many times when in the quarantine. this was my escape, my safe space. i was looking for the same feeling today and thought of reverting back to it and the opening scene just gave me this wave of nostalgia omg

idk man, it's just 4 at night and I am just looking for a good casual conversation to curb my overthinking ass, if anyone's up ping me. also, no nsfw, I'm looking for an actual good conversation

its been an year now since i truly fucked up my sleep schedule, but i still avoid sleeping so much, but also the urge to sleep doesn't go away. its a weird paradox you're in when you're depressed. have been dealing with a lot of personal shit which led to this. any insight anyone has about this?

idk if its something other people go through, but i've been pretty alone for most of my life, mainly relied on relationships for the attention part. but every now and then, i feel like im fighting a war with my partner or my friends to give me basic attention i want. its literally 4 am and i feel a bit isolated, but there's just no one to talk to yk. maybe i've just self isolated myself to the point that asking out for conversations is just basic now, or no one sees my constant pleas anymore that i often disguise as casual conversations anymore

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so idk what is the best sub to put this, so I'm putting it here.

I tried nsfw work for the first time ever, I have a boyfriend who's really so detached that he doesn't really pay attention to half of the things I say and i was a little tight of money so I've tried majority of the gigs so why not this one too. I shoot faceless videos usually for my dates and flings so I did the same here. Met this guy online who was gonna pay me good for them but was a little bossy which I hated but like whatever yk. I sent him the video and he told me it has to be with my face, that's when my whole kinda mind shifted.

I looked at my face in the camera and my stomach just sank. I don't even take photos nowadays and whenever I do they're these cute ones with my glasses. And when I saw myself in that camera, some strange feeling washed over me, I think it was shame and guilt, I cannot be sure but I declined him straight away welp. it was just.. an experience ig

I've had a terrible day and incident occur and I don't have any support system rn, and istg I shouldn't text him but all I'm looking at is our past texts and conversations and i wanna text him so bad because he was the only one who could make me feel supported whenever shit like this happened to me. But i know I shouldn't text him. I know I shouldn't. Fuck fuckf uck fuck fuck fuck. i shouldn't be texting him right?

so i took a break from kdramas after 2022 because of college and i finally came around to watch reply 1988 which i thoroughly loved, but i realised how differently dramas are marketed than western series. i have a habit of searching for actors and where else they've worked, but with kdramas it feels like they want you to feel like the actors only exist in that particular dimension in your brain and no where else but with western series, you are fully aware of how it is all an act and it doesn't exist beyond that series, and how these actors have a different life too. but with kdramas, its like their character has stopped in time and they are all still close knit and how they are all such close friends with no malicious intent towards each other ever (reply 1988 is also showcased in a similar way where they wish no harm upon any other character of the drama). even watching the reunion eps of reply 1988, idk how they make it so natural, and as a psychology student its hella impressive, but they make it seem like 10 years have passed but the characters are still waiting for you in their doorstep, looking for you to stumble upon them. these damn korean series never fail to impress me. no wonder why i was hooked to them in my teenage years, because i thought i was a part of them, they understood me, how they were waiting for me to discover them.

in the reunion eps, i notice how every actor had outgrown, but they were sorta forced to get into the same nature again as their character was in the series, how they were together in that drama, like we all know how it was acting, but they make it seem how they're all still close knit, which they might be, you never know, but i could feel like the awkwardness in some parts.

this is just something bizarre i notice haha, still very very interesting tho. i gotta write a paper about this. also, recommendations are welcomeee. i love slice of life dramas!!