Boyfriend's past fucking me up
Am I jealous or is it valid?
Anger issues in relationship
I'm 24(F), I have been in a relationship for the past year, it's a long distance relationship.
My boyfriend and I met on a dating app, 6 dates in, he told me that he wanted to be together.
He said I love you too. On the 6th Date.
The relationship while mostly is long distance, we are heavily attracted to each other and we truly did fall in love.
He even says he wants to marry me and I felt the same. Before I went down the rabbit hole.
He& I when we met agreed to a casual relationship (I've not had any casual relationship ever). He slept with someone after our first date and before our second date.
Since then we have been together, after our third date we spoke a little about exclusivity too.
We were in constant touch with each other.
But this bothers me a lot and I get extremely triggered by this during fights and I can't seem to forgive him.
He told me about the hookup after a month of being in a relationship.
Now, I can't get over it. He didn't come clean before he said I love you.
I don't know what to do.
I need advice desperately