How to get a girl/normal ages?

I'm 15, i've known i was gay since i was 9 and i haven't even had my first kiss. I feel like everybody around me is basically having sex already or has some sort of boyfriend and i feel like im so behind because im gay. I live in philly so there's a ton of teens here but i'm shit at meeting new people. my school is on the smaller side for highschools in philly and i don't know of any other lesbians in my grade who aren't already in some committed relationship :(. I just want to know if it's normal to not have any sort of experience when i'm about to start sophmore year and also how i could get a gf without like wearing a shirt that says please hit me up im gay.

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u/Which-Bedroom-4561 — 3 days ago
▲ 28 r/ipod

Broke hard drive and and screen because i'm an fing idiot

ipod classic 4th gen/ ipod photo/ ipod color

my main question is just is it worth it to buy another one?

I found this ipod on FB marketplace for $60 and my mom bought it for me and i started to open it up but my knife slipped and it went like into the device rather than into the backplate thing and the backlight stopped working, then i plugged it into my CHROME computer because i thought if it connects it connects, again, stupid move. After plugging it in it said something like file cant be read so i made yet another stupid move, and clicked reformat. Now all it will show is either ready to disconnect in disk mode or telling me to go to the apple support website, after doing some research it would be about $115 to replace the parts myself and about $150 with a couple other things i want to add just for fun. I feel super guilty since i broke it like 2 days after my mom bought it for me and i'm not sure what to do out of my options, which currently are

1.) dont use it and dont ever tell my mom or tell her something and make it seem like not my fault
2.) buy a new one thats the same off of ebay or something and let her believe that its the same one for probably more than i would have to pay to just fix this one on my own
3.) buy all the parts and fix this one on my own, risking damaging it more but also having a chance of making it usable

i was also wondering if there was anything, literally ANYTHING i could do to fix it without paying anything, i do have a macbook that i can use, and a mac that i can use.

u/Which-Bedroom-4561 — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/HairDyeHelp+1 crossposts

what should i do to get it gray?

bleached my hair at home and it turned out like this... yeah.. not cute. i want my hair to be white or gray for an event i'm leaving on friday for. My current plan is to make an emergency trip to sallys and buy more developer and some toner to fix it. my three questions are 1) what toner should i buy? 2) should i bleach it again (w 20 vol, or other) and 3) are there any other products anybody would recommend that could get my hair to not be piss yellow and inconsistent? btw this is after purple shampoo sat on it for a little while

u/Which-Bedroom-4561 — 2 months ago

I'm really scared my moms going to find out what i do

15F
I try to be a really good kid but it gets so hard sometimes. Relating background about me is that i'm a lesbian and go to a smaller school even though i'm a city teen, this has made my love life INCREDIBLY diffucult, im a virgin, ive never had a first kiss, and i've never been in a relationship. Since i dont have an actual person to get me off i end up doing it myself because it just gets so unbearable. I watch porn and accidentally got sort of addicted to CHAI in like seventh grade and i'm so scared that my mom is going to find out. Shes really supportive of me being gay and goth and knows basically everything about me. I talk to her about school drama and fashion and basically everything under the sun, especially music. I dont drink or smoke or party or vape or do ANYTHING like that. I'm just soo scared shes going to find out that i watch porn. i'm trying to get opinions from other parents how they would feel if they were in her situation and found out. A sort of irrelevant detail is that i mostly watch ametuer lesbian porn or vintage gay porn (man on man) from the 70s, not the weird modern porn thats all about the boobs and hot stepmoms or whatever, honestly i really hate porn like that, anyway, please tell me how you would react and what steps you would take, i'm just so scared shes going to see me differently :(((

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u/Which-Bedroom-4561 — 2 months ago

Weird spots on leg after tanning and swimming, never happened before pls help!

I went to a pool and tanned for a decent amount of time, although it didnt do much. I applied banana boat sport spray sunscreen every 45 minutes and aveeno body oil twice, once when i first got there and once right after i got out of the pool. These weird red dots appeared sometime, i only noticed the next day around 5:00 (which is now). they are only on my mid thigh and lower and lots inside my knee, they are painful especially to the touch, any help or advice or just WHAT it is would be greatly appreciated.

u/Which-Bedroom-4561 — 3 months ago