
Guess who f***ked up? me!
Visited dermatologist today.
I have a lot of skin issues on my body currently, and I'M VERY STRESSED, F**CKED UP, FED UP, you name it!
She didn't argue my assumption about my skin:
1. Eczema
2. Contact dermatitis (due to keep trying moisturizer AND ALL OF THEM NOT WORKED)
3. Pityriasis Rosea
Most of my body is wrecked, literally wrecked (and my psychology too)
Then I cried, I cried because I know she is going to prescribe me a stronger steroid (when I'm already on steroids for 1.5 weeks & on and off on hand for 2 months)
I told her anything I've used, anything happened to me, I want her to listen to me.
I have been lurking on my window for months.
I hate seeing people. I saw their skin so clear, they are so happy.
And I, should take all this weight on my shoulders.
She prescribed me a lot of stuff:
- antiviral 10 tablets daily - wow (?)
- Steroid tablet - idk, she said Metho** things, I think Methylprednisolone?
- Steroid Cream - different for my neck and hands and my body - My back rash is oozing, I dont think I could put this cream on open wounds
- Lovecetrizine
She didnt tell the potency since this is formulated and mixed up with other things THAT I DONT KNOW.
Now Im currently posting this when my inner arm is warm (both of them), my body itchy as hell.
I have been crying for months ALMOST DAILY.
Tell me your opinion or please encourage me. Currently Im so crazy.
https://imgur.com/a/vJ7MfxE
You can see how much the cream is! and they want me to use it until it empty 🥲