u/WishBirdWasHere

Been on Methadone since January 2022 not using any type of drugs and recently ran into someone who had Black Tar H..No one has seen black tar since 2020ish everyone thought it was extinct.. When I started getting high for the first time in 2016 it was with Black Tar and i remember how easy it was to kick..I would kick over a 3 day weekend and I’d feel almost 90%.. I was hoping to use this same tactic so I’d use the black tar for a week or two and jump on subs or jump off cold turkey with benzos …I feel I made a huge mistake because I get 12 Methadone take homes but unfortunately my methadone clinic has always been a mess..They keep firing the counselors and wont allow me or anyone to go down..I’ve had 7 counselors since I’ve been at that clinic 4 1/2 years..everyone at the clinic complains because they can’t go down with no counselors present but they can always go up ..I read it’s because they want us on it to charge medical and or our insurance .. did I mess up big time?? I bought one whole piece so that’s 25 grams
Any help is welcomed please 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏