





It’s about to be 2 years since my son passed
So… my son Godzilla passed away when he was 4. I still 100% blame myself…
But the morning that he passed away, shattered me. My mom just said “I’ll get you another one” like he was replaceable.
Every time we went shopping, Godzilla came long, and he always had his blankie. And at night, I would tuck him in and sing to him. If I didn’t, he left me a fresh present in his food dish.
I would always talk to him about my day at school, any events, or whatever was on my mind. He really helped me get out of a dark place.
Every Friday night, I’d pull him out, and we’d watch a movie just before he went to bed. We seen the Jurassic park films, walking with dinosaurs, and so many more kid friendly movies. I even used to read out loud for him. And sometimes I’d let him watch Hell’s Kitchen or any other cooking show.
We even cuddled while I was writing a book. He would slip into my hoodie and just lay there until he fell asleep. He was my big strong man.
I miss you my big strong man…