u/WonderfulCampaign786

I want to prioritize my top 4 subjects and idk which ones should be in my top 4…out of these 3 I have to pick 2. Personally I find economics straightforward but content heavy and boring, also I heard it’s quite competitive. Whereas politics is kinda hard but quite interesting, and there’s not that much people who do it. Methods is super time consuming but it’s okay as a subject, but it’s also my worse one and the most competitive. Also ik at the end of the day it’s really dependent on which subject im best at and which one I like the most but lowk idk myself so im hoping for some general advice.

all of my music feels overplayed recently and it pmo, any recommendations? My top artists are Sza, Daniel Caesar, The Weeknd, Steve lacy, Malcom Todd, pnd, frank ocean, the Marias, kali uchis, Mac
Miller, the smiths, new jeans, clairo, jhene aiko, fake mink, also listen to Chinese rnb and kpop sometimes
feel like all my music sounds the same atm😕
also recommendations don’t have to be similar to what I usually listen to

Watched movie in class and genuinely thought it was the most
Misogynistic movie I’ve ever watched and it made me so mad but everyone else loved it. Am I tripping

I feel like politics is kinda a niche subject and my cohort is kinda small so I was hoping to get some advice from people who have done it last year.

Like I try muiltple times with my fingers and I only gag and I go through the motion of throwing up but only spit and no food comes out? What am I doing wrong, is this related to how long ago I ate? I also have long nails so when I was trying to bomit my nails lowkey was stabbing my throat and it hurt so I gave up

I felt kinda iffy when she said that although it’s true because why else would she but it makes me feel uncomfortable like they’re only giving to me because we are related. For context we were in a lowkey argument and I said then she was moving on to a new victim to harass (because she was yelling at me and then was goinnt to talk to my brother) and I admit I was wrong in saying that and her nagging comes from a place of care but then she was like everything I do is because we are blood related and if you weren’t my daughter I wouldn’t be doing all this. Which again is true because why would she do this all for a stranger but it just feels like she’s reducing our relationship to only being blood related idk. Ummm any thoughts

I feel like I might have adhd but idk if im just lazy and I don’t want to waste money on a diagnosis if I don’t have it.
I’m currently in year 12 and im late to school everyday, and the lateness ranges between 10 minutes to missing first period. This lateness has been happening since year 10, and despite many talks with teachers and my parents forcing me to get out of bed I just can’t make it on time and I just give up and go to detention. Literally in all aspects of my life, I am constantly late and I get stressed about it but im just late always.
Also I procrastinate things really bad like I have a really bad conception of time I start studying for an exam or test on the day knowing that it’s going to matter for my future and knowing that I will rpbably fail… and I always do things at the last possible second and tbh i lowk just don’t end up doing thins these days. But I feel like I might also just be lazy bc I read that ashd people are physically and mentally incapable of doing what they wanna do but I feel like if I really really tried I probably could?
Also I have really really bad memory like I forget everything I forget what I’m going to do I forget what has happened I forget what I’m going to say. I keep losing my things like I’ve lost my water bottle 4 times and I left my laptop at school this weekend.. my memory is really bad.
Also I have really bad attention span like in class I either zone out and can’t focus or sleep or take 5 bathroom break for which my teachers get mad at me for.
But I’ve been reading about the symptoms and a lot of them don’t align like my thoughts don’t race I don’t talk that much like I zone out quite a bit and honestly I feel like most of my symptoms might just be due to my lack of self control. Any advice.. does anyone with Adhd have similar experiences