I'm not built for this.

I have like a really bad habit of eating until I feel like throwing up,I hate it.Its not satisfying or anything but I cant stop until I physically cant eat anymore. It might be an eating disorder but I dont want to self diagnose.

I had been going really well. Until this month. I told myself I was on vacation and nothing would happen if I snacked more than usual for a week. Now here I am. I do 20/25 units for just one meal yet my blood sugar still goes like this. What do I do? Should I start going to a dietician? Would it help?

u/Worshipperofkitties — 2 months ago

POST ASKING IF OP SHOULD GO TO THE HOSPITAL

OP TALKING ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL FINE BUT THEIR WIFE IS FORCING THEM TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. OP COMPLAINING ABOUT THEIR WIFE FOR A WHILE THAT MAKES IT OBVIOUS THEY HATE THEIR WIFE.

u/Worshipperofkitties — 3 months ago

Shows/Games including T1D?

Im not sure but I feel like the representation of T1D is very little. So I wanted to ask if anybody knows any good shows,books or games where someone in the main cast has T1D? I'd love to see it if there is any! Thanks!(:

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u/Worshipperofkitties — 4 months ago

Tired

Im so tired of my pathetic life. I have no friends, people only talk to me as a last resort if their friends leave them. And I let those people be rude to me because I'm a desperate fucking loser. I'm fat, I hate how I look wider than people in photos. I hate how people talk about how fat they are while weighing 20 kg less than me. Im worried about what they think about me if they call themselves fat.I wish I was like the people who starve themselves when stressed instead of overeating. I have shitty parents, they hate eachother. My dad talks about how he'll acccept me no matter what I do then he complains to my mom about me behind my back. My mom insults me daily and makes me feel like a failure, thats probably because I am. Even after my attempt, she acted like nothing happened and went back to her usual behaviour. She didnt ask if I was okay, she didnt ask if I needed help. Hell she almost didnt even take me to the hospital. I'm disabled and its not even a disability people can sympathize with. Its the kind of disability people assume is your fault despite that not being the case? People pretend my disability doesnt effect me when it does daily. I just want to cry, eat all day. I have no one to talk to since I make people uncomfortable when I try opening up.

(This is my second time attempting to post this because apparently mentioning some things got me a warning from reddit)

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u/Worshipperofkitties — 4 months ago

Hi everybody! First time here(:

Hiii! As a fellow weirdo myself, I genuinely have no one to talk about my interests/fandoms to! Would anyone like to talk about them so we can be weird together?😭

For hobbies, I really like Art and Reading

And here's some fandoms that I'm in,

(starting with animes that I've watched)

Bungo stray dogs,Jjk, hunter x hunter,code geass,saiki k,solo leveling,madoka magica, one punch man, blue exorcist, noragami, reincarnated as a slime, tanya the evil etc

For games,

Ddlc,danganronpa, mouthwashing,undertale,yandere sim,no Im not a human, little misfortune,life is strange,stray,scarlet hollow

These are only the ones I can think of rn, there might be more and yes I also am a gacha kid🥹(Anndd Im a good listener! I think?)

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u/Worshipperofkitties — 4 months ago