u/Wren_paws

I might make a bunch just to have comunitty members try to find them all idk if there's a limit to this or not

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I have experience

Fun fact: I coined my own word.

Visery

https://www.reddit.com/r/Neologisms/s/RRBkiEKhrM

I feel so random today. So let us scream. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

visery (noun)
Pronunciation: /ˈvɪz.ə.ri/ (VIZ-uh-ree)
Definition: A state of profound misery or depression accompanied by an enduring desire to continue living; the coexistence of emotional suffering and desire for life. 

Other definitions

1. The emotional state of experiencing profound misery or depression while still holding a genuine desire to continue living.

2. The coexistence of deep emotional suffering and the enduring wish to remain alive. 

3. A paradoxical emotional state in which one experiences intense misery or depression without the loss of one's will to live. 

4. The emotional conflict between unbearable sorrow and an attachment to life.

 

How I made the word: I remembered a name from a webtoon I saw and liked and wondered what it would look like in neopronoun form and I decided I didn't like viserysself and I liked viseryself but then realized visery sounded like it could be a word because it made me think of the pins on Pinterest I see of words and their definitions and it reminded me of misery and thought it could describe something I often experience.

I just felt like all these definitions described it well so I decided I'd put all of them.

I am a teenager in Ontario, Canada going into my last year of high school and I am currently unemployed. I'm trying to get a job. If I get a job, I'll be able to take care of the dog without my mom's help.

First, I'll talk about disabilities. I keep having a hard time knowing if I'm actually disabled or if I'm faking it without meaning to. Most people I see who are disabled are people with visible disabilities or heart problems. That makes me scared to say I'm disabled because of how many people I've heard say "you don't look disabled" or "you don't have [non-mental disability] so you're fine". A lot of what I think I have I'm still trying hard to see professionals for so I can get assessed. My mom has always been in denial of me being neurodivergent because the psychologist who diagnosed me for ADHD diagnosed me when I was 4 and said I had a "little ADHD" and will "grow out of it". Well I clearly didn't grow out of it and some people can tell if I get close to them. My mom's friend from another country told my mom she doesn't think I have ADHD (even though I was diagnosed for it) because she once read a book on ADHD and decided her son has ADHD and "cured him" through some kind of apple celery juice. My doctor also doesn't believe I'm neurodivergent because I'm "too normal" and says I'm just shy or something and acts like I'm such a smart person but I'm "too shy" to talk more to people. I often don't even know what to say to him when he says things like that.

For more info, here is what I'm diagnosed with, both physical and mental:

- ADHD
- Sensory Processing Disorder
- Asthma

Here is what I'm trying to see if I really have because I noticed multiple symptoms:

- Autism
- Dissociative Identity Disorder or Other Specified Dissociative Disorder
- Depression (has lasted since around the age of 5)
- C-PTSD (I wish not to talk about my trauma but it impacts me daily)
- Generalized Anxiety Disorder
- Social Anxiety Disorder

Now I will list the tasks I could need a service dog for:

- Interruption ( for dissociation, flashbacks, panic attacks, etc.)
- Retrieving my inhaler and other things
- Crowd control (I get a lot of anxiety walking where there's a lot of people)
- Deep pressure therapy
- Leading me to a quiet/safe place when I'm overstimulated
- Sitting with me when I get lightheaded (sometimes I feel faint/lightheaded and idk why exactly)
- Reminders
- Guidance (sometimes I want to take care of myself but I feel like I can't)
- Alerts (I've been told I get migraines and I've had chest pain before but it being heart-related was ruled out)

Those are the reasons why I believe I could benefit from a service dog. Now here are my questions:

1. Should I get a service dog?
2. What breed(s) is/are best for me?
3. I found that in Ontario I can train a service dog myself but to call it a service dog I just need a doctor's note or documentation from any health professional saying I do need a service dog. But my doctor is skeptical (even what is diagnosed except for asthma) because it's not visible. So how do I get the documentation and which health professional is most likely to give documentation for this?
4. Can someone explain to me the AODA and how it differs from the ADA (since most videos I see are from Americans)?
5. Should I wait until I graduate to get a service dog since my mom is unsupportive?

I tried posting this on the unofficial lads sub but it didn't show up so I'm posting it here

Let's post and comment everywhere Infold might see. Let's act as if Valko is in the game. Let's act like he got brought back and released. Let's make up anything to make him feel like he's really in the game. Show Infold what it could be like if they bring him back. Let's show them we want Valko. Talk about Valko everywhere. Make him known. Make him seen. Let Infold hear our howls.

They have to address it once they see this

I'll start with an example:

Valko is definitely my favorite LI. I really love when he lets us pet him! I can't wait to see more of him in the game!

I was checking on my humans in the room they hate me going in and saw the young human on the toilet naked with their phone. Then I saw the older human come in and immediately leave. I then saw one of those things with eight legs in the corner making a web. At first I hit it with my paw. Then I tried eating it.

1/10 the young human noticed and started yelling at me and put their fur back on and ran out. I don't understand why they make such a huge deal out of everything.