u/YourCommonLoserLol

“Is it wrong if I don’t know every single thing about my f/o?”

“Am I a cheater if I have multiple f/os?”

“Am I a bad person for not wanting to yume with this character anymore?”

“Is it okay to breathe?”

Jesus Christ PLEASE have some respect for yourselves!!!! What is the point of being this miserable and anxious? No one cares about anything you do, it’s not that deep. It is literally a dumb little hobby. It’s like commenting on a recipe if it’s okay to substitute the blackberry jam in your PB&J for pineapple jam. IT DOESN’T MATTER!!!!

I say this with all the love in my heart, because I know most of you are young, but like… please log off and take care of yourself. Some of the shit I see only exists because social media is a hellscape full of losers trying to bring all of you down. This is why “chronically online” is a term. Because you are so stuck on the worst sides of social media that it literally warps how you perceive reality. Social media is designed to make you this way, and it’s preying on all of you!

You have the power to make yourselves happy. And you are the only person who can decide if you deserve that happiness. You are in control of your life, not hopeless bullies that only want you for the clicks and engagement. Limit your time on social media and surround yourselves with people who love and support you.

Sorry to rant and be so harsh but jesus. You all are so anxious and scared to be happy, despite deserving said happiness!!!!! Live your lives to the fullest! Be cringe! Adopt a little bit of nihilism!!! Stop asking literal randos for permission to do anything!!!!!

Not looking for advice or anything, I know this is 100% allowed and fine. I just think it’s a weird perspective I haven’t seen before.

I have this OC, Winny. I ship her with Mikan Tsumiki from Danganronpa.

I guess you’d consider her my yumesona since I yumeship with Mikan? She isn’t necessarily a self insert, but she definitely is self indulgent.

Thing is. Winny is like. Actually fucking insane. Like.

“I just want to be your fairy godmother so that I can lobotomize all of your thoughts into brainless happy ones and keep you solely reliant on me 🥰🥰🥰”

And what happens when you mix a girl with a selfish savior complex and a girl who is like the most miserable victim out there? You get an incredibly toxic relationship!

Obvi, I want my f/o to be happy and yay yay yay, but for the sake of Winkan (THEIR SHIP NAME THEY’RE SO IN LOVE)… I thrive in what their relationship is like before they get their SHIT TOGETHER.

Idkkkk man, does anyone else have like. A dichotomy between how THEY treat their f/o and how their sona treats their f/o? Am I as insane as Winny?

SO I WAS IN A DENNY’S and this music video played on this program called XITE, R&B Night Shift Classics

It was a slowpaced R&B song of a guy in like. Very hipster clothes dancing in the streets in front of this woman who is just… DEFINITELY not feeling it. Absolutely judging the guy. She gets REALLY upset when backup dancers join him and some lady starts doing very sultry dances against him. Which idk why he let that happen because he was singing about how he wanted her (I think). The music video also had 2010s-esque color grading

The outfit was a monochrome palette with a white dress shirt and fedora. He also had like black pants and suspenders. So hipster

And at the very end, she leaves in a taxi to which he jumps in front of and stops with a magic forcefield. She then gets out, says,”What the hell is wrong with you?!” And the screen cuts to black with “To Be Continued…”

It was the most bizarre thing I’ve seen and I NEED to see it again.

trigger warning for emotional abuse. Sorry if this is disjointed, I'm kind of scatterbrained right now.

I'm young. Like 20. I moved away from my family a year ago and have discovered a lot about myself. The biggest thing is that my parents were kind of... completely awful to me.

Sparknotes: Dad was a vengeful manipulator who convinced me that no one but him could love and understand me because we were both "broken" (mentally ill). Mom was a control freak who socially isolated me from literally everyone I knew as punishment for poor grades until I developed psychosis from it.

I don't know. The only folks who really understand the full extent of my abuse are my girlfriend and my best friend. And even then, it feels like I can't really talk to them about it because it'd be a downer. I don't even know how I'd bring it up in the first place. "Hey, did you know my dad said and did horrible things to my family during my senior trip because my brother made a joke about gambling?" Hell no.

Therapists don't do much either. Talking to them feels so... hollow. Like I'm talking to a chatbot instead of an actual human.

I feel lost. All of my years, I thought this abuse was my fault. I was an imperfect child. I lied a lot to my parents, I would miss due dates for assignments and forget to study. Everything they did to me felt fitting for the kind of person I was. Even now, when I'm telling the whole truth about what happened to me as a kid, the reactions of sympathy instead of contempt make me feel like I'm lying.

I don't know how to move forward. Everything hurts. I had to go no-contact with my dad because he kept trying to convince me that only he could love me, that the whole world had wronged him and it would soon wrong me, and how angry he was with the people I cared about for reasons he never clarified. My mom is a more difficult case because she's acting so loving towards me, but just a couple years ago she was punishing me for showing symptoms of psychosis, saying I was acting unreasonable and that I was just being difficult. She once flipped out because I got triggered over a romance movie and had hidden in the kitchen to calm down.

Sorry, I'm rambling. I just. I don't know how to process this. I want to talk to someone, but no one aside from my gf and bff really gets it. They're the only ones who have witnessed firsthand how horrible my parents were. It's hard to explain to any of the new people in my life, and when I try to explain, it feels like I'm talking to chatbots. I'm so alone. I'm so so alone and so lost. I feel like I'm drowning in all these memories that I can't express. I don't know. Sorry. Does anyone know what steps I should take?

Maybe this is a dumb request, but I thought there wasn’t any harm in asking…

I work a closing shift full time. 2PM-11PM PST

I’m wondering if anyone’s doing maybe a slower paced krpg that could host its events during my nighttime?
(Preferably literate too…!)

IF NOT that’s totally fine, I don’t know if this request is outlandish or not since I’ve never done a kgrp that wasn’t just me and another person.

So like. His OG spell switched all the cutie marks. Twilight managed to fix it with everyone’s help… and then she fixed the spell.

But like. What was the spell’s actual purpose?? Why did Starswirl create it? It certainly wasn’t a “make me an alicorn” spell, but that seems to be what it did. But even then, from what I saw, it was more Twilight bringing her friends together that made her into an alicorn.

I’m just wondering what the whole point of the spell was (besides like. Plot development)

Hiiiii.... uh. So I know I've been posting here a lot...... uh

I just like. I need to talk or something. It'd be nice to speak with folks who have been through similar struggles, and y'all have been so helpful in the past. I also just want to get my thoughts down.

For background, I have PTSD. The reason I struggle with psychosis is because my parents socially isolated me from everyone I knew besides one single friend for like. A year. I ended up growing unhealthily attached to her, and even when I was allowed to talk to people again, she was like. My world. She had to be-- I had no one else in my life for so long. Eventually, she got a boyfriend, and that's what started my psychosis. I was jealous of him and felt like I was going to be alone, and instead of processing those feelings, I became psychotic and made sex/romance my greatest enemy.

Anyways, back to now. I was doing a lot better and was gradually warming up to what used to be horrible triggers for my psychosis. I was able to have sex, I was able to consume media I previously couldn't, and I was more positive and less fearful.

And then, my girlfriend made some new friends. Like. Two months ago. These are great people; they're super sweet. But. She was spending so much time with them--- and I grew jealous again. I relapsed, and all of my progress just... vanished. I became psychotic again and gained some new trauma because of that. I ended up becoming unhealthily hateful towards everything. And eventually, I tried to kill myself.

I'm lucid now. And I'm trying to fix my first impressions with them. But it is SO hard... I still have so many lingering emotions from the episodes, and all I can feel is fear whenever I talk to them. I don't know what to do, and it's been hard recovering.

I feel so horrible for considering these people "triggers," but at this point, what else am I supposed to do?? They're trying so hard to befriend me, and I'm so scared of them. I don't even have any psychotic thoughts anymore; it's literally just animalistic fear now. I'm so doomed... Like. I knew people could become triggers for me; Markiplier is a prime example (hilarious, I know). But like. So close to me??? After years of recovery????? How am I supposed to function????? They're so nice, they don't deserve this. I don't know why I'm still so scared. I know I have to ERP it or whatever, but how can I when thinking about them paralyzes me??? Am I just. Doomed????? Doomed to loneliness and unhealthy attachments??? God, sometimes I wish my suicide attempt worked, because I literally. oh my god, I can't do this, I CAN'T. I'm twenty years old, these are supposed to be my happiest years. Why do I have to live such a hopeless life? Why can't I get better?

I don't know. I feel alone. My girlfriend is trying to help, but she's kind of... logical about it. Like, I love her, and her advice helps, but I need some emotional comfort too, you know?

I don't know. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thank you