u/Zhikzo

I'm working on a battle balaclava and im goona put sthe spiky atuds around the eyes and the flat round ones around my mouth and im honna sew on patches on ir so could i post it or no?

edit: answered

i thrifted a leather jacket and i cropped it i wanted to sew a haggus patch on it but the needle could barely get threw it and it just broke my thread do i just need to use sewing machine? and im 90% sure its real leather

I'm looking for more punk music and I wanted some recommendations, I like crust punk, hardcore punk and, punk rock and I'm looking for more hardcore punk or punk rock songs cause most of mine are lowkey kinda shitty and I just need to revamp that playlist.
The punk rock bands are Subhumans, 7seconds, Crass, The Offspring, Sex Pistols, Dead Kennedys, Circle Jerks, Cheap Perfume, Suicidal Tendencies, and (idk if they count since their beatdown hardcore but they have punk roots) locked shut.

[semi off topic rant about hardcore: I am so lost on the different hardcore genres because they come from hardcore punk but some don't really seem political unless I'm just stupid and some seem a lot more metalcore influenced I've see people saying hardcore is its own genre an punk genre and a metal genre so I have no clue (for clarity I'm talking about all hardcore not hardcore punk]

But I'm really open to anything it's hard for me to find a genre I don't like so just give me artist, songs, albums, playlists (spotify preferred just cause thats what i use but yt works to), or genre I should check out.

P.S. IDK if this sounded very rambly or just didnt make sense at all I am very sleep deprived sorry

So a little bit ago I found out I was (technically) agender (its kinda complimented to me at least but I more of identity as myself than a gender label) and I posted an explication to my story because my identity has changed a lot and I told people to block me if they were going to deadname/misgender me and one guy (we weren't close friends but he was chill) replied "I guess I'm a prick than cause you'll always be [deadname] to me and I respect you(went on but didn't read the rest)" and I just immediately blocked him cause no you do not respect me if you wont do something as simple as my new name 🫩🫩

I know I'm not a guy but I'm not exactly a girl but non-binary just doesn't sound correct even if its probably the right term I don't feel like any gender I'm just me but the problem with that is I need labels (I am very neurodivergent). No name feels right but I guess I'm just looking for it to make me happy when I hear it and that only lasts for a while but still its weird and confusing. I don't want to be a guy I don't want to be a girl I just want to be me. I don't know this probably seems like a stupid rant but it's really tearing me mentally.

So I'm going to not make this seem like low effort cause theres much to say but i changed my pronouns to they/them/trout/it and I'm a pretty autistic person and love trout so can i have have it my pronouns? like have people can be like: they like coke (cola)
or like: it likes coke
or like: trout likes coke
idk it feels like a joke but I just love trout so much and I kinda feel like those transphobes that are like "my pronouns are chri/stan" or when they make the "i identify as a attack helicopter" assholes but am i allowed to have trout in my pronouns? And no i'm nit a therian i don't know too much about them but i know im not one

I have been doing shit recently this morning i begged the spirit of Mother Nature to turn things around for me and she did I had an amazing day yet I kept wanting and begging for more I must apologize to her or she will undo her good will

my thighs are covered and mt brain sees it and goes like "people will finally think im hot now) which i hate them they look ugly and bleeding is such an annoying sensation (i have sensory issues) and my parents found out and guess what they yelled at me for it again this is the second time they found out and i wouldnt day its worse because its nit deep my other ones last year were but side tanget aside WHY WHY WHY do i feel like people will like me eoth cuts i know they wont infact i know they probably will hate them but my brain wants me to like them what do i do pls help me

dad found out about the cuts hea screaming at me hes mad at me for being my self he eants to take away my make up and (shaving) razors because it makes him uncomfortable but he wont losten to me and threatens to take away everything cause im arguing with him i bo longer feel safe in this house i want to get out he wont let me shut my door i dont want to gonto foster care i just want out i have what 3 more years till im an adult ill be able to nove out than i need to escape i canr have my dad near me anymore my mom dosent care if im queer but my dad hates it ir hates me for presenting queer (havemt came out yet) and i hate him does antone kbow if cos can just take away a parent dor being severely mentally abusive ir do i have to go to foster care or just stick it out till i can get out of get