u/Zindahuyarkaafeehai

Why people take life so seriously? Why people act as if living matters? When in reality people die all the time and it doesn't matter, life goes on.

For example if I told someone that I want to die, why instead of helping me dying they will start to ask me random questions and giving me advice like why I shouldn't do it and all. They should simply accept my decision and help me if they can.

But no, they will act as if me dying is the worst thing in the world, but if I actually die then it won't really matter, everything will be same in the world.

So I don't understand why people keep pushing people to live, why? Do you know?

Is anybody going/staying in ooty from 7 to 8 July?

I have a Airbnb flat booked that I can give for free. My plan got canceled and that booking is non refundable, so instead of canceling I'm thinking I should give it to someone who is staying in ooty for a day on that date.

Dm me if you want to grab it.

Pata hai aaj kya hua... Actually it happened like ten years back when I was 14-15, I just remembered it today because I saw another post about something similar.

So I was at my Nani's house which is in a village. I was taking a shower but there was no gate in that bathroom, only a curtain. So it was risky to shower there fully naked. But people didn't usually just open the curtain without asking. So I knew about the risk but I was still showering fully naked because it felt kinda exciting lol 😶

But I didn't actually thought someone would actually come and open the curtain 😭😭 and that too my mama ji 😭 and he came to take some bucket or something and was very casual about it 😭😭😭 I immediately panicked started to cover myself and was asking him to go away but he was like very casual "like why you shy, just give me the bucket and I'll be gone" and I gave him the bucket and he left casually like nothing happened. I know I'm like a kid to him but still... 😐 I was 15 years old.

I felt so awkward that time but now I'm glad it was at least my mama who just saw me as a kid, it would have been much more embarrassing if it was someone younger (male) or my own age or something instead. 😑

So few months back I was dealing with depression, unemployment and was kinda rotting at home, doing nothing, scrolling whole day, and gooning 😐 it got pretty bad, it became like an everyday thing, sometimes multiple times a day.

Around two months back I finally decided to get my life together. I found a job, cut off random online people I used to talk with, started talking to my real friends and family. Deleted insta, telegram and reduced my screen time quite a lot. And stopped gooning as well.

I started exercising as I noticed my health was very bad. And everything is going great since I'm exercising.

But I wasn't expecting my already high libido to go even higher 😐😐 but it's kind of different than before, before it used to be kind of pathetic, low self esteem kind of horniness but now it's more confident, energetic kind of horniness 😭😅😅

So exercise helped me a lot but it's not helping with my gooning situation 😭😭 I mean I'm able to control it better than before but still 🥲🥲

Yeah, I don't even know how to explain this, but for the last 6–7 months I've been dealing with a really weird habit of stripping in my sleep.

It's happened around 4–5 times so far. Usually, I start having dreams where I'm naked in bed, and then the next thing I realize is that I'm actually naked in real life too. 😐 I immediately panic and put my clothes back on.

I've tried wearing clothes that aren't easy to remove while sleeping, but that didn't help. The weirdest part is that there's no pattern to it. It happens completely randomly. I can't connect it to any particular mood, stress level, dream, or situation.

I live with my parents and my older brother, and I'm honestly worried that one day I'm going to embarrass myself. 😐 I sleep in my own room, but I don't close the door. I'm afraid I'll either stay naked until morning or someone might see me during the night.

Has anyone else experienced something like this? Is it normal, or should I be concerned? And should I see a doctor?

Any advice would be appreciated. Don't make fun of me please 🙏