u/abellaeve

i love english and love american culture but why do i never get attention by americans

anyone wanna be friend?🥺 online friend is fine too

i dont know what to do

im usually very quiet and introverted but when in public people come off rude or they did something piss me off i immediately get so triggered and then my emotion explode like i wanna literally punch them in the face i used to be not like this but as i get older i get stressed over small things this happens with my family as well i become so violent when i argue with them and say something hurts then regret it after i know this is wrong but at that moment i wont be able to control my feelings

ive started music production almost year ago and i feel like i have no talent for this idk any music theory and everytime i make some beats it always sound like shit

started feeling hopeless and sad again idk what im living for

anyone just dm me i have 0 friend