I want to break up with her.
Almost 1 month pa lang kami in a relationship and 1 month dating stage. But every time may misunderstanding kami, gusto niya na lagi makipag break. Dahil jan, sobrang na-a-anxious na ako tuwing gusto niya makipag usap ng seryoso. Top 1 na agad na nasa isip ko na makikipag break na naman siya. For context, galing siya sa 3yr relationship and last year sila nag break. While ako naman, this is my first every serious relationship since situationships lang talaga experiences ko.
In short, this is my first time taking a risk to be in a committed relationship so I want to hold on to this a little longer. That's why I always beg her to be more communicative and tell me what I can do to make her stay.
Pero, i'm fearing that it's starting to affect my mental health. I often get panic attacks pag nag-i-isolate siya and hindi nag rereply. Napag usapan na namin yung last na away namin and promised each other to improve ourselves. But, the feeling of anxiety still does not go away. I don't know what to do because I think this is my own problem na. Nabasa ko sa tiktok na maybe I have an anxious attachment issues.
If nakaranas na din kayo ng gantong situation, how do you handle the stress? Please help.