u/angel-advocate

Hola! I'm really struggling to find fully funded psyd programs/ ones that are accelerated. I'm nearing the completion of my bach and just trying to look ahead. Honestly, if I can't find one I'd love an accelerated masters program too, but it's just been super difficult, and the post that was made about psyd funded programs was from 4 years ago. Anyone else have a current master list?

Hi! Title says it all, but not really in this business and I don't know how valuable this item is. Can anyone help me price it, I swear Im not advertising I just rlly have no idea. Thanks! It's a Tascam DP-004 Digital Pocketstudio Multi-Track Recorder

Hi! Title says it all, but not really in this business and I don't know how valuable this item is. Can anyone help me price it, I swear Im not advertising I just rlly have no idea. Thanks! It's a Tascam DP-004 Digital Pocketstudio Multi-Track Recorder

Not sure how to price something like this 🥲 I don't even make stuff

I want to preface this by saying I know I'm not your perfect victim. This is in no way a plea of innocence, but more a shout into the void.

My partner and I have been dating off and on for two years. Last year, he cheated on me with several people, several times, and we broke up for 6 months before he came back a "changed man" in February. So far so good now, and he's been loyal.

I had no prior history of infidelity or anything. This past weekend I went to a party, drank and hung out with someone I went on one date with, but we mutually (or so I thought) decided to be friends.

We were sitting outside and he put his hand on my thigh. He wasn't even looking at me when he did it. And I didn't know what to do. I've been sexually assaulted by multiple previous partners, and raped. Even in childhood, I was taught that it didn't matter if I said no, the adults I trusted could do whatever they wanted with my body. And I just froze. I froze and I couldn't say no and eventually he looked at me and I just smiled awkwardly and I just couldn't move and I couldn't do anything I was just pretending like it was fine. And then he kept it there the whole night, and he moved to hold my hand several times and I just, sat there. And I asked him if he was seeing anyone, because then I could tell him I wasn't interested, and he said no, and asked me, but I said i just wanted to be friends. He pushed back, and even though I was seeing someone I wasn't even thinking about him in that moment I just wanted to say anything to convince him so he would stop trying and I told him I'm mentally unwell and he said it didn't matter and I said I don't think we're a good match and he said it didn't matter and I said I don't have any friends and I just wanted a friend and his hand was still on my thigh and I just didn't know how to convince him and I was frozen and so I just said okay I'll go on a date with you. But I didn't want to, and I didn't want his hand there, and I thought we were friends, and Im seeing someone and I was so completely petrified and he's just a fucking man and I'm so angry with myself.

So then I'm leaving the party, and he's leaving too, so he walks me to my car and I thank him for coming, because the entire party he says he actually hates parties and he only came because I invited him. And he asks if he can kiss me. And I feel like I have to say yes, because when has saying no ever meant anything to anyone and he ignored what I said outside about just being friends and I was so excited I finally just had a friend and so he kissed me and I kept trying to end it, trying to push him away and he kept continuing it and then he finally stopped and I got in my truck and left.

And I feel so fucking disgusting and ashamed of myself because maybe if I had said no it wouldn't have happened and maybe if I had just pushed his hand away in the beginning none of this would be happening and I don't know why I didn't, I didn't want his hands on me, I didn't want him to kiss me, I don't like him like that and I love my partner and I never want to hurt the people I care about and I don't know how to tell him and if I'm being honest I can't even remember half of the night and i tried to tell my partner but the more I remember the more responsibility I see I have to take in letting this all happen, and therefore the more I unintentionally left out

felt like I had no control over my body and what I was saying and doing I was just terrified and at least if I said yes it wouldn't be assault. , but he didn't listen when I said I wanted to be friends so why would he listen now Like then I wouldn't know that another person I felt close too let me down and violated me. At least it was my fault this time? I don't fucking know what I'm thinking I just know I hate myself for this

I know I fucked up, and I know having trauma isn't an excuse to hurt people and I know I'm supposed to heal and be able to say no and be able to be honest with anyone even if you're scared but I did and it wasn't enough for him so I just gave up and I wasn't and now I don't know what to do

Post got deleted so I reposted

I want to preface this by saying I know I'm not your perfect victim. This is in no way a plea of innocence, but more a shout into the void.

My partner and I have been dating off and on for two years. Last year, he cheated on me with several people, several times, and we broke up for 6 months before he came back a "changed man" in February. So far so good now, and he's been loyal.

I had no prior history of infidelity or anything. This past weekend I went to a party, drank and hung out with someone I went on one date with, but we mutually (or so I thought) decided to be friends.

We were sitting outside and he put his hand on my thigh. He wasn't even looking at me when he did it. And I didn't know what to do. I've been sexually assaulted by multiple previous partners, and raped. Even in childhood, I was taught that it didn't matter if I said no, the adults I trusted could do whatever they wanted with my body. And I just froze. I froze and I couldn't say no and eventually he looked at me and I just smiled awkwardly and I just couldn't move and I couldn't do anything I was just pretending like it was fine. And then he kept it there the whole night, and he moved to hold my hand several times and I just, sat there. And I asked him if he was seeing anyone, because then I could tell him I wasn't interested, and he said no, and asked me, but I said i just wanted to be friends. He pushed back, and even though I was seeing someone I wasn't even thinking about him in that moment I just wanted to say anything to convince him so he would stop trying and I told him I'm mentally unwell and he said it didn't matter and I said I don't think we're a good match and he said it didn't matter and I said I don't have any friends and I just wanted a friend and his hand was still on my thigh and I just didn't know how to convince him and I was frozen and so I just said okay I'll go on a date with you. But I didn't want to, and I didn't want his hand there, and I thought we were friends, and Im seeing someone and I was so completely petrified and he's just a fucking man and I'm so angry with myself.

So then I'm leaving the party, and he's leaving too, so he walks me to my car and I thank him for coming, because the entire party he says he actually hates parties and he only came because I invited him. And he asks if he can kiss me. And I feel like I have to say yes, because when has saying no ever meant anything to anyone and he ignored what I said outside about just being friends and I was so excited I finally just had a friend and so he kissed me and I kept trying to end it, trying to push him away and he kept continuing it and then he finally stopped and I got in my truck and left.

And I feel so fucking disgusting and ashamed of myself because maybe if I had said no it wouldn't have happened and maybe if I had just pushed his hand away in the beginning none of this would be happening and I don't know why I didn't, I didn't want his hands on me, I didn't want him to kiss me, I don't like him like that and I love my partner and I never want to hurt the people I care about and I don't know how to tell him and if I'm being honest I can't even remember half of the night and i tried to tell my partner but the more I remember the more responsibility I see I have to take in letting this all happen, and therefore the more I unintentionally left out

felt like I had no control over my body and what I was saying and doing I was just terrified and at least if I said yes it wouldn't be assault. , but he didn't listen when I said I wanted to be friends so why would he listen now Like then I wouldn't know that another person I felt close too let me down and violated me. At least it was my fault this time? I don't fucking know what I'm thinking I just know I hate myself for this

I know I fucked up, and I know having trauma isn't an excuse to hurt people and I know I'm supposed to heal and be able to say no and be able to be honest with anyone even if you're scared but I did and it wasn't enough for him so I just gave up and I wasn't and now I don't know what to do

I can't stand cool toned light, I actually turn it to candlestick every time but when I run my bedtime automation and it starts the sleep feature for lights to dim and then turn off, it switches to cool light and completely fucked up my sleepy vibe. Is there a way to get around this?

So I'm kind of lost, as there's nothing really online that seems to be helpful. I have a projector screen, but I have two problems

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1. I want it to be retractable

2. It can't be pulled down, I want it to come from the side. So pulling it out from a vertical box rather than a horizontal one above.

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I've never seen anyone do this and I'm really struggling to even understand what mechanisms go into a retractable box much less one that doesn't have gravity to help it.

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Any help is appreciated

My best friend of 7 years was chronically ill, and she decided she likes her boyfriend more than me now so she isn't really interested in being friends. I wish I was fucking joking. Anyways, she was the only person I could talk to about the illnesses I had and really feel understood. I'm angry, and depressed, and upset and grieving, and feeling nothing, and sleeping and staying awake and everything is awful

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Who am I supposed to make doctors appointments with now? How am I supposed to suffer like this alone? When is the next time I'll feel that understood?

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That's basically it. Just please, even if you have to lie, tell me it gets better. And if it doesn't, tell me it'll become manageable. That eventually I will be okay even if I'm alone. Because I don't think I can keep doing this

My partner (23 M) and I (21F) have been off and on together for the better part of 2 years, when we first got together I was in college in person in my own dorm but shortly after that I went online and I moved in with him after getting kicked out of my house. We lived together for about a year, overall it was stressful but mostly because we had both been navigating the breakup poorly, and struggled to find roommate boundaries after being in a relationship.

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We moved out because of financial strain, and I moved back in with my parents. My parents and I have always had a bad relationship, but their marriage problems and otherwise have created an extremely toxic and abusive environment. I already have poor mental health which I am and have been receiving therapy for, and I've been putting the work in, but there's only so much you can do when every day your parent is being antagonist. I desperately am suffering mentally and emotionally from this situation, which my partner knows about.

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Recently, I've been talking about wanting to move out, but the more research I do, the more unaffordable it seems, and I tried to find a roommate but no one I know is looking to move out or already has a roommate. I tried finding one online and got scammed 3 different times where they didn't hold up their end of the bargain.

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My partner is moving out of their parents soon, and i was hoping they'd ask or offer to try again, as moving out without a roommate in my area is borderline impossible financially.

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But they never did, and I don't think they ever will. They've made it clear that they want to live alone, but that's not possible for them either, so they've made plans with their friends. They say this is because they haven't ever gotten to live alone, only with their previous partner.

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I made it clear though that I expect to move in with them after a year of them living alone because I think that's a good amount of time in a relationship to wait to move in, but ultimately I want to be in a serious committed relationship, and for me that means moving in after 3 years of dating.

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I haven't asked them outright, and I don't really plan on it unless I decide that this is a big enough point of contention for me to say something.

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But I guess my take is- I'm obviously in a really bad situation, in which I'm being harmed almost every day, and it's obviously taking a toll on my mental and physical health, and the other side of the coin is that he wants to be independent for another year (which, he's said he's not sure he'll be ready in a year either)

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I find his prioritization very childish, and I'm not sure if this is a standard I've set too high

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ATTENTION!!! I am autistic. I have been OBSESSIVELY looking for sweet on paris for years. I have bought them over and over again from overpriced resellers because unfortunately, this is the scent I have been alloted in life. This is my one true love. I was born for the scent and this scent was born for me. I could go on.

Alas. I have a conspiracy. I believe....bath and body works...has been rebranding SOP as different scents for years ... Once it stops selling as fast, they slap a new name on it, maybe change the scent profile just a little, and BAM. "New" scent. Where am I going with this?

Well, babw put out a scent called "cotton candy clouds" what's the scent profile you may ask? It is a sweet, summery fragrance featuring notes of spun sugar, pink berries, and whipped vanilla.

What was the scent profile of sweet on paris?

a blend of juicy blackberries, zesty lemon, and creamy vanilla

......so berries and vanilla?

Sugar....berries ... Vanilla ....

Okay so. I could make a whole video about what scents I believe it was remarketed as over the years, but the point is that I BOUGHT CCC.

And then I gathered 5 people. I put CCC on one arm and SOP on the other. Then I asked them to vote on whether or not it smells different.

1 person said they could tell there was a difference.

....idk man but this is the closest I've come to finding a perfect match in years so take it or leave it