u/autistichalsin

I got a cystoscopy done partially because my gynecologist wondered about endometriosis, and partially because i've had periods of time where I would briefly find a drop of blood on my tissue after urinating. We did it today and on top of being excruciatingly painful for me, we really didn't find anything useful. The doc found one red spot they said could either be endo or something related to a blood vessel, the word of which escapes me at the moment. They're going to send the pic over to my gynecologist to get her opinion on endo/not endo. I feel so defeated and like I went through a ton of shit for nothing.

I graduated two years ago and was sent emails I would lose access on May 15th. I am down to a few hundred emails to sort through and planned to finish that this week. However, I just now got a message that my account had been disabled and I would no longer be able to sign in. Is there a way IT can restore my access until the date I was told I'd lose access? It seems very unfair for them to say one date and then do it a week earlier than that.

Obviously we can't know for sure as none of them exactly recorded their thoughts. But what would the most likely point have been? When hydraulics were lost and the Master Alarm sounded? Before then? At the moment the breakup happened?

I've had what you might call light brain fog before, but this week it's been something else. I'm also having the worst endo flare of my life. The fog has been so bad that when I was at physical therapy for an ankle issue and she was asking me questions, I couldn't remember the next letter of the alphabet (for a foot exercise) for a few seconds after I was done answering her question 😭 Can anyone else relate?

Once you realize you're dealing with a perpetual teenager, it is both enlightening and frustrating.

Enlightening because you finally understand why they do this and that they'll never change... but frustrating because THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE. They will never grow up. They aren't interested in talking to you like an adult because they aren't an adult. And nothing will ever change. You will continue to grow and learn and change, and they won't. It's so frustrating.