u/awshucksimhonored

is it just me or have i noticed an extremely high influx of people who comment "oh i eat them lol" on a video of an animal doing literally ANYTHING? it doesnt even have to be cattle anymore but it seems like its getting worse. like for example i was watching a video of these guineas eating cabbage and someone said that they eat them because of where they live. who admits that out of nowhere??? it wasnt even relevant to the video? like are you seriously a real person or a goddamn bot trying to piss the people with common sense off? EVERYONE in the replies defends these people saying stuff like "oh its just food" "oh its just like cows and chickens" when that isnt the point. it isnt okay. they get likes off of being dicks.

who even thinks this should be allowed? like you mean to tell me i cant even look in a comment section without people frothing at the mouth at the idea of eating literally ANYTHING that isnt human? i just cant believe how horrible the human race is. but i guess i shouldnt be surprised when this isnt a new thing. they even proceeded to say in response to someone asking "if a human was on your plate would you eat it?" "no cause im not a cannibal." oh yeah, that makes a TON of sense! like shut up dude 😑 if you died in front of me i wouldnt feel a thing.

you deserve how you treat others.

i listened to a subliminal to do an awake method and was feeling super relaxed. my body was numb i think but i couldnt tell if it was asleep. as i was listening i felt really in touch with the subliminal and didnt get as distracted as i thought i would. but the one guiding me through the subliminal started to do a thirty second countdown while saying affirmations and it started to make me freak out super bad.

my hands were shaking and my heart was pounding. i started wondering if i actually wanted to shift and was thinking about the entire life ive lived here. sure, ive had both good and bad experiences and some memories i dont want to forget but i dont actually like my life situation in this reality. why am i having second thoughts? at the end when she reached one and said "shift" i felt like i was really there then was brought back to having anxiety thoughts. i dont know why this is happening since it honestly hasnt before and i want answers :( this feels like the closest ive gotten in a long time since i was actually trying instead of doing a sleep method and hoping for the best without any affirmations like i usually would. in the past, ive mostly been excited or nervous, but never full-on anxious and feeling like i dont want this.

what am i doing wrong? how do i "let go?" please give me advice!

now this might seem like a childish post to make but i would like some advice as to what to do with my old f/o. they were my friend's oc (whom im not talking to anymore). i had permission to yume with their oc and they would even encourage it, but from what i remembered, we got into an argument over something petty and unrelated. i didnt plan on ending the friendship over a single mishap, but they took it upon themself to block or unadd me + ban me from their discord server.

this was months ago and i still miss their oc. it would be really weird to try and get in contact with someone with us not having talked since february... but i keep thinking about their oc. out of respect i stopped yumeshipping with their oc but that doesnt make me any less upset about the circumstances.

what should i do? should i keep trying to move on? would it be wrong to make an oc similarly to theirs? i dont plan on doing the ladder but i just want advice. sorry for the long rant 😓