u/baito-xenoverse

I’m bi. At least I think I am. When I liked a girl, if I ever tried thinking of her in a sexual way it just felt super scummy. Like I felt like an asshole for thinking of her that way and rather wouldn’t. With this guy, it’s more of me questioning if I can view him sexually all. If I have more of an issue with having sex with a guy more than a girl then am I still bi? I know biromantic people exist but I think being heterosexual and biromantic kinda sounds scummy to me as well? Like if I can’t like a guy as much as a girl, then why would a guy be with me if he can find someone else who likes all of him? I’d just be wasting his time. I don’t think sex is that important in a relationship and I don’t really desire it much. I can satisfy myself I don’t need someone else to do it for me, so I’d be happy with the relationship anyways. But I know for other people it’s not like that. I guess I’m just worried is all.

They said that it was a ick or a turn off for them. They justified it by saying that they aren’t attracted to gay sex and that it’s obviously going to be gross to them. I can’t think of a way I can really argue against it either. I think it’s stupid though, why would that make you not want to date a bi man? It’s not like you’re going to have to hear about it. Whatever he did in a previous relationship doesn’t involve you, so it doesn’t matter. Just because he was touched by another man makes him gross? That just sounds like how some weird men think that a girl is worth less when she’s not a virgin or if she’s been with a man. I don’t think that’s a preference, you’re just an asshole.

I also feel like I’m being a baby about it, or just feeling offended by it since I’m bi. If you know about the man or bear thing from a while ago, I understand why women would want to choose the bear, I still understand that. I think the guys who were upset about it were stupid. I feel like I’m like those guys right now though. That I’m only upset because my ego or that I feel like I’m not wanted. I really hope it’s not that. I’m also scared that if I do ever come out irl as bi and date a guy, then if we ever break up I’ll miss out on chances with girls I like due to me having been with a guy. I wish she was just being homo or biphobic. That way I wouldn’t have to feel bad about it. She said she was bi, and that if someone didn’t want to date her because of it she’d understand. I just feel like that’s bullcrap though. You’d be upset about it, there’s no way you wouldn’t. It’s normal to be upset about that. Am I wrong for feeling like this? Or is it just a stupid ego thing?

I talked about this before but I want my yaoi to larp as yuri, havent found it yet tho

Berial says that he’s the conqueror of Fire Hell. What is that though? He’s my favorite demon so I’d like to know more about him. I’m pretty sure the Before The Nightmare novel mentions it but I haven’t read it so I can’t say for sure

I found a mod that swaps Nevan out with the Sparda. I just want to change the color of the lighting to red so it’ll match

I am attracted to guys bodies but not their dingalings. I don’t even like my dingaling, They look gross, but if a guy is shirtless then I find them hot. I just don’t like a guys privates. What is sexual attraction? Would liking a guy’s upper body count as sexual attraction? I don’t know, please help.

I have replicas or Rebellion, Yamato, and Red Queen. I’d like to get Force Edge so I can have a sword for the everyone in the family. I know getting a Sparda replica would probably make more sense, but I’d probably have to get it in foam so it wouldn’t match the rest of my collection. Plus I just really love how Force Edge looks.