u/barnardsvilleteacher

Ever since my mama died on 10/2/2025 I have lost my way to feeling and really wanting to pray. The night before my mama died I called her late in the night which is odd because it’s just something i would never do but i think it was God telling me to do it. We talked. She wasn’t feeling good, I told her to call the ambulance. She said no but if she wasn’t feeling better in the morning she would. I told her I loved her and we hung up and both went to bed. I got woke up the next morning by husband through our camera that’s sitting on our fireplace mantel. He said honey wake up and call your daddy or Lindsey. It’s about your mama. I called. They told me she was dead. That they were doing CPR on her and was on the way to the hospital with her. I got ready. My daughter stopped and got me. We are almost 2 hours away from the hospital. On the way, the hospital nurse called me @9:43 and told me she was in critical condition but would be fine. We get to the hospital and they were waiting on us and took us in a room. The dr said I’m so sorry ms Ruby passed at 9:40. I yelled out. Someone called at 9:43 and told me she was critical but would be fine. The dr apologized for the mixup but the damage was done. I didn’t get to say goodbye to her. I got to go back to her room and run my fingers through her hair and tell her how much I love her. But since then I just can’t grasp the feeling that God is there for me. I’ve tried praying but it’s like my prayers only get past my lips. It’s like he’s not listening. Since mama died my anxiety and depression has skyrocketed. Panic attacks are horrible. WHERE DID GOD GO WHEN I NEEDED HIM MOST? I go to church every Sunday. Worship service I can feel his presence but it seems as soon as church is done, God disappears.
I NEED HELP PLEASE. ADVICE?

I need codes for firetvstick.

My mom passed away 10/2/2025. She had a TracFone T602DL. I had it sitting on my kitchen counter for weeks and I finally went through it. I got some of her pictures off there and sent them to my phone. Looked through some of her Facebook messages. Just browsed through the phone over the next few months. I kept the phone on the kitchen counter. I didn’t look at it for the longest time because I would get depressed. Today a tornado came through where she use to live and I needed to get the phone number of the guy who would cut the grass and do the yard work to come cut a tree off the house and tree out of the driveway. I plugged her phone up, waited a bit and tried putting in the passcode and for 6 hours now I have tried everything under the sun to get into this phone without doing a hard reset because then that defeats the purpose. I need what’s on the phone. Plus it has her Facebook, instagram, TikTok and emails that I don’t know the passwords to. When I put in the passcode or pin, it says it’s incorrect and gives me the number of times I’ve been wrong but nothing about reset passcode. WHAT CAN I DO??