Any other ladies here that have extreme symptom flare ups during or just right before their period im genuinely so pissed off i get auras like every other day and it knocks me on my ass for at least 6 days straight n im so keppra’d up 💔
Currently thinking about the jade era and how her and Amber would call each other “baby” like every 2 seconds after every sentence they should’ve gotten more shit for that honestly LMFAO
I don’t know who needs to hear this but PLEASE stop requesting refunds when your order doesn’t show up on the day that YOU wanted it to just because…you wanted it to. USPS is actually experiencing shipping delays and once an order has been shipped out it’s completely out of the sellers control when exactly your order will be delivered. I mean yeah there’s tracking and an ESTIMATED delivery date but just because your order might not show up on the day you thought it might doesn’t automatically mean it will never be delivered. I have had lots of issues with buyers getting mad at ME when their order doesn’t get delivered like right away. So please just be patient and wait like a normal person😭
Genuinely what the title says i don’t know if there is like a specific term for this feeling but I always feel like most people, even strangers like people that barely know me or know absolutely nothing about my past or BPD at all, I feel as though they still can clock that I’m just a mentally ill wreck that doesn’t know what the hell she’s doing most of the time and has to take like 5 medications a day to stay stable throughout the 24 hours of each day and that’s why nobody really wants to be around me for very long or hang out with me. I haven’t been in a long term relationship in 4 years, and my most recent relationship I genuinely really tried so hard to be in only lasted about 4 months and he was already with somebody else within 2 weeks after breaking up with me. But I just can’t help but fear that anyone who meets me just thinks of me in the same way i think of the people WHO CAUSED MY BPD like. Just genuinely unlikeable and “unstable”.
Was doing good for so long, have been managing my BPD symptoms for a good 4 years now. But of course all 2026 has been is awful. First I get broken up with, with the first person I had been in a full blown relationship with in 4 whole years. Just a week after I have 4 seizures back to back, land on the cement almost break my face and die, find out said ex is already in a new relationship, watched my grandma whom me and my mother had been taking care of for the past year die, may possibly now have a severe blood clotting disorder, all within the span of 3 months mind you. I genuinely feel like Anna in the movie possession. I am just done. I’m so ready for it all to be over.
When as a person w BPD you’re either not liked BECAUSE of your BPD or people are only attracted to you for the sole purpose of thinking you’re gonna have the “crazy obsessive BPD baddie” vibe and you feel easier to manipulate and STILL leave when they don’t see that side of you (at least in my case) so either way it’s both sides of the same shitty coin. ♥️
Been struggling with this god forsaken disorder my entire life basically. Obviously never grew up super religious (also have a wee bit religious trauma) but anyway, I had a really bad seizure for the first time 2 months ago landed outside on concrete almost broke my entire face basically, by my pool too so I also could have easily drowned and died that day, but I didn’t. And to be quite honest I’m in a headspace where I don’t really care about what happens to me at the moment, but I guess because I could’ve easily died but did not, I am sort of having a spiritual experience???😭 I really don’t know how else to explain it, it’s like I’ve always felt i myself as a person have just never mattered in this life, that maybe if something happened to me it’s just, whatever you know?? I already don’t even have a whole lot of people in my life anymore either so it’s like why did I survive??? Like why me of all people lol. Anyways Just had to vent about this I guess. ;0
Being a demisexual/borderline asexual but ALSO literally having borderline personality disorder is making me feel exactly like this photo I genuinely feel cursed for life♥️ yayyyyyy
Being a borderline asexual/demisexual has made me realize how like ACTUALLY psychotic most people really are.. like my entire life ive been told MY behaviors are weird and abnormal when really it’s genuinely the other way around. 💀
Hey everyone! So I officially have been diagnosed with full blown epilepsy (at first I thought it was temporal lobe as I was experiencing auras for a year but never had a full on seizure) but a few days ago I had 3 back to back grand mal seizures and I was prescribed Keppra. It’s 1000mg twice a day, BUT it is making me insanely drowsy and I have some tingling all around my body, if anyone here has taken it, is this normal?? There has been a LOT of stress in my life lately so it’s most likely definitely the cause of my epilepsy but I just hope the Keppra doesn’t make me worse😭😭
Genuinely don’t know what to do right now but come here and just vent i guess this entire year so far has just been an absolute shit show i don’t even know how to process any of it me and my mother had been taking care of my sick and injured grandma who I was insanely close to since last June each day and night but she passed away the day before and it’s just been so hard I loved her so much literally everyone did, and I recently got diagnosed with temporal lobe epilepsy because just a month ago I had a really bad fall on concrete and busted my entire face up and literally could’ve died, AND just a week before that incident I got broken up with by someone I really genuinely thought things were gonna work out with so yeah😍 I genuinely feel like a curse has been put upon me and any words of encouragement would be appreciated but not obligated LOL.