"cat scratches" scarring ?

whenever I cut, I leave only very light cuts (without blood appearing) and/or with little blood appearing (no blood dripping). I don't self harm to really harm myself, I just want the adrenaline tbh.

do these cuts (scratches) leave permanent, long-lasting scars ? my body tends to heal up scars pretty quickly but I'm scared I'll get them. I don't really want scars.

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u/bia_nerd — 2 days ago
▲ 5 r/AnimationMeme+2 crossposts

How to smoothly slide an element on my animation ?

Hello !! I've been trying out different animation softwares (callipeg, rough animator and procreate) but I can't figure out how to smoothly slide my characters across the screen. Is it done by slowly moving the character a bit on each frame with a high frame rate or is there an easier way to do that ?

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u/bia_nerd — 3 days ago

toonsquid apk for android?

i tried to find a toonsquid apk for android and i can't find one anywhere,,
as toonsquid is an ipad-exclusive app, i haven't seen a single apk link yet. does someone got one ?

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u/bia_nerd — 11 days ago

toonsquid apk for android?

i tried to find a toonsquid apk for android and i can't find one anywhere !!!
as toonsquid is an ipad-exclusive app, i haven't seen a single apk link yet. does someone got one ?

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u/bia_nerd — 11 days ago

I get sick when seeing it

TW/CW for cutting mention + description.

I used to self harm, cutting my wrists by curiosity and for adrenaline's sake when I was 11-13. I was induced on doing it by some depressed classmates. Thankfully I didn't go deeper than cat scratches (or whatever they're called), I just liked seeing red lines on my wrists, but one day it bled a little and I got scared and stopped.

This ↑ was long ago. I've been depressed for a while now. I was looking into self harming again but I'm desperate about scars now and they make me feel ill.

I have no scars, for context. Don't want any, either !!! But I feel really weak because I could easily swallow content with gore and self harm when I was younger and now I can't. I start shaking and my breathing becomes heavy whenever I think about cutting. I feel really stupid about this; I know the brain has a thingy which you can't self harm normally and I don't want to get better. I want to alleviate stress. I want to draw blood but I'm scared of getting scars and going too deep and oh my fucking god I feel miserable

I don't even know why I want to do this. I don't know why I'm getting worse again. Tried to make a little hole in my arm so I could see my blood yesterday and I physically couldn't. I cut my belly a little and I'm scared I'll get a scar and I don't want any. I feel stupid. I feel so fucking stupid I can't even cut myself right. I want to harm myself and to bleed but I'm just terrified and sick and too weak to do it

I wasn't scared of blood before. I wasn't scared of blades and of hurting myself before so why am I now ??? Am I just traumatized by the remembering of the older, worse times ??? Or am I getting better ??? I don't want to get better rn I just want to express my feelings temporarily :(

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u/bia_nerd — 14 days ago

I FINALLY ESCAPED MEMORY CRYPTS !!!!

FINALLY. AFTER AROUND 10 CYCLES I FINALLY LEFT THE SHADED CITADEL ARGHRGGR

I was going well through my rw gameplay UNTIL I got into memory crypts. I suffered a lot in shaded citadel and when I thought it's very last part would be a relief, it really wasn't.

I died multiple times to the damn birds, then to the rain like twice and then my game crashed one or two times. When I was finally able to get into (next region spoilers) the underhang, I was starving and died at some death pit after sleeping once there.

I was right about to crash out then I remembered about the passage mechanic. I used it for the first time ever and I was able to return to the exterior !! YAYY !!!! NO MORE MEMORY CRYPTS EVER

(I was playing as monk - yes... I'm sadly aware that I'll have to go through it again in the next campaigns; this is my first gameplay though)

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u/bia_nerd — 1 month ago

How to stop being bossy in co-op games ?

(I couldn't find a proper flair for my post, sorry)

I have this huge problem with playing co-op games with my friends and that is being controlling or bossy. Every time I play with them my parents always drop by and tell me that I'm commanding a lot and I'm being really annoying with that

most of the games we play together are games that I have played before in singleplayer and then I try to help them in co-op, as I know strategies and maps. The best examples I have right now are stardew valley, rain world and overcooked 2, which we have been playing.
My main issue is that I try to help them by guiding them but I just can't stop sounding bossy and controlling and that makes me sad, both because I feel like I am making my friends uncomfortable and also because I get anxious while playing and it makes me feel like a piece of shit.

I am generally anxious and I feel like the main problem with all of this is that I sound very allarming whenever someone's in a dangerous or bad situation in-game. I also repeat myself multiple times in a hurry, but later I always realize that is very annoying.

I don't know how to deal with this and I want genuine help for this problem. Thanks for reading 'till here <3

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u/bia_nerd — 1 month ago

Hating everyone out of nowhere — how can I deal with it?

(I have not been diagnosed with bipolarity because I have no proper conditions to go after a diagnosis at the moment, but by living with friends who have this condition & having seen a psychologist (that was really bad to me, ngl) in the past that suspected I could have bipolarity type II, I just wanted to share this feeling I have in this community because I feel like I would be understood better)

I start hating people for no evident reason in weird periods of life that I have. I tend to isolate myself a lot, to detect flaws and mistakes in people more constantly, to hate being praised or bothered in any way and honesly to just hate those around me, even if they did nothing wrong or did just good things to me (like my girlfriend, my parents, my closest friends and closest cousins etc). I don't know if this is just another long-lasting minor depressive episode, as I went through greater ones in the past, but it feels tiring to feel like that sometimes.

Hating people suddenly really isn't something the very average person would do and that makes me feel kinda bad in some moments. My feelings are sometimes rapidly cycling, in which one moment I'm very happy and laughing and allat and suddenly I feel very bad and I feel like I should distance myself from everyone else because that's what would be better for me. I have talked with some friends about it and almost no one could comprehend this feeling, except for like 2 friends of mine who are bipolar, so I wanted to share this with you.

you also just hate people out of nowhere? How to you deal with it?

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u/bia_nerd — 2 months ago
▲ 456 r/rainworld

bro can't stop yapping !!!

I started to play rain world and I'm loving this game so freaking much!!!

I have seen some of the slugcats' campaigns, but I still need to see the campaigns of saint, rivulet and watcher.
Despite that, saint and rivulet are my absolute favorite slugcats. I love them!! They're so cute!!! So I made this sketch with saint & rivulet ^^

u/bia_nerd — 2 months ago

Just dislocated my arm for the second time... sigh

Both of my arms are displaced. I was playing with my friends one day and the ball hit one or my arms a little too hard... I felt it twisting inside my shoulder and it was the worst thing ever. I was able to place it back again, but when I went to various doctors (my arm cracks every time I move it, so I thought it'd be a good idea) and they all said something along the lines of "well... You seem to be hypermobile" (tell me the new things now...) and said nothing could be done about it.

This same arm got dislocated again today when I was closing my room's curtains and I pulled one of the curtains a little too hard. My arm is kind of numb but I feel sad that I probably can't do anything about it.

My other arm got displaced when I was sleeping.... God I hate hEDS and it's such a shame that in my country getting a diagnosis is extremely difficult and very expensive. I'm only a teenager too...

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u/bia_nerd — 2 months ago

My OEM was already unlocked

Hi !!

I was looking into rooting my motorola (g31) because of the stupid gboard updates which I need to revert. A lot of emojis disappeared (red heart, double exclamation mark etc) and I found out a reddit post saying that with a rooted phone you could revert this update and switch it for the regular and previous Gboard.

When I started searching videos to know how to root my motorola, they all had the "OEM unlocking" option disabled, but mine wasn't.
I have the developer mode active since I bought this phone, as it helps me a lot with some settings the phone usually won't allow you to do. But I have never done any rooting and I don't know if I can still access the root with this option enabled by default.

I found this guide but the next step is kinda confusing to me.

Can someone explain to me if this is right ?

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u/bia_nerd — 2 months ago

Comprar mine compensa ?

sei que a resposta disso seria meio óbvia num sub de minecraft, mas a pergunta é mais pra "vale a pena comprar no preço de 99 reais ou devia esperar promo?"

eu já joguei muito mine pirata mas realmente acho que o mais estável é o original. Joguei bastante no meu xbox 360 travado quando criança, mas não quero jogar mais em console, só em pc e mobile com meus amigos.

o problema é que 100 reais tô achando um pouco caro e não sei se é melhor esperar desconto ou comprar já de uma vez. O que vocês recomendam? Compraram na promoção ou no preço atual? Valeu a pena?

inclusive, dá pra parcelar o preço de alguma forma? Valeu!!

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u/bia_nerd — 3 months ago