u/birdsmadeofWATER

They're all gone. They've been gone for a few months. I miss them so much. I'm starting to think it was never real.

Well, I dont miss them because most of them were quite horrible, but I miss one in particular. She made me feel safe. Also, they're familiar. It doesn't matter if they're bad. They're familiar.

Has this happened to anyone else before? Voices/alters leaving? Will they come back? I heard they come back when you're stressed, but I've been really stressed recently after a traumatic breakup.

Whatever I do, whatever happens in my life, they're not returning. I feel abandoned. She said she'd never abandon me, but she did? Was it real? Of course, nobody here can answer that, but have you ever wondered if it was real?

He ate the mushrooms, but the trip never started in the last episode–or did I just not watch it properly? Anyone else notice this? I'm assuming they'll show it in the next episode, but it's a bit weird they didn't in this one since the time gap is really big.

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What are some ways to relieve the pain? Literally one brush against them, and it hurts so much. It's okay when I'm wearing a padded bra, but it's late right now, and I'm neurodivergent so I can't wear a top when I'm sleeping because I just hate the feeling. And sleeping with bras is too restricting.

There maybe some home remedies to help?

I'm good at geometry dash, and I'm proud of myself for that. My tics get in the way a LOT, but l've learnt to predict them, kind of, and tic at parts where I don't need to jump as rapidly. And when I have eye tics, it's often no problem because I can memorise doing it blind.

I'm still nothing compared to pro players, but I often think about how good I'd be if I wasn't nerfed with tourettes.

Is it a cptsd trait to feel like i own the world and like i cant die and better than everybody, and then a few weeks or months later feel poo

I was diagnosed when I was 8, I think, but I never learnt anything about it really.

I dont care about scenery, food or anything like that. Only thrill.

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Just a short post. My therapist told me to reflect on little things in my life because the little stuff matters too.

Is it normal to have not learnt heigine as a child? I learnt to brush my teeth and use soap in the shower but that's it. I feel awkward asking my parents about anything to do with hygiene. I also never learnt anything about my period. Everything else I've had to learn online, myself, and its really exhausting trying to figure everything out.