u/biscuitsandgravybaby

Basically, I’ve had over 30 skin biopsies since I was 16, only 2 came back melanoma. However last year I had a massive melanoma tumor in my gallbladder and a small one in my lung. Two combo treatments although almost killed me (lol well basically) but got rid of the lung tumor, surgery got rid of my gallbladder with my lime sized tumor all tucked in the middle. They said it skipped my skin and lymphnodes and randomly popped back up after 17 years (stage 2c when I was 16, had WLE and close skin monitoring and biopsies that’s it)

ANYWHO. 3 months ago my derm asked “is this an old biopsy scar?” I said yes. That was that. Today, she said since the last appointment pigment had actually started to come back and she’s removing it and is slightly concerned. The one on my face was a better safe than sorry (did two biopsies today) since it was close to primary at 16. The one on my back however was done an over 10 years ago by the worst, oldest, and needed to retire derm I had ever seen. He did that biopsy where there’s pigment coming back. My brain is SPINNING that he did it wrong, as he also did not remove all of my stitches and accidentally left a bunch in over the course of 5-10 biopsies, so switched derms he was terrible. You think there’s a chance he didn’t remove it all and it actually did pop back up in my skin a decade ago instead of randomly in my gallbladder 17 years later?! My brains spinning a bit. I hate this shit lol cancer is annoying.

I used to live right off of Metropolitan and Lefferts in Kew Gardens but moved back home to AZ last year. I just ordered a new speaker as my old one just broke, and it got delivered to my old address in queens 😭 Don’t suppose I could pay someone to go get it and mail it to me it would be cheaper than replacing it it’s just an $85 JBL speaker but got delivered to my old apartments. I’m just so upset and grasping for straws, I don’t have any friends or family there to do that lol. Idk if this kind of post is allowed, apologies if not

Edited to update! An amazing redditor on here went and got my package and it’s on its way to my new address! I cannot believe this actually worked thank you to everyone who offered to help!!!! I can’t believe it

I have to go to Gilbert twice a month, and am looking to see if there’s anyone or some kind of car pool/cheap service that goes down there on Tuesdays? Leaves in the morning and comes back late evening/night? I looked at Groome and it seems expensive for what it is. Been relying on a family member for rides but would like to find another means if possible due to reasons. Delete if not allowed! Also it wouldn’t be for just Tuesdays, but every other Tuesday is what I’m looking for now.