And just like that, I found myself with nothing but a hazelnut waffle while my ex-fubu was carrying his child.
I live near Cash and Carry Makati, the same place where I lived during my OJT days and my first few months at my first job (circa 2016–2017).
Same area where I met him through Grindr, let’s call him Joe. Matangkad, moreno, malaki titi na maugat, corporate professional too, mukhang gentle yung mukha pero apakabastosss hahaha yie.
We used to be fuck buddies during my OJT days until the first few months at my first job — almost a year din yon. He fucked me at any places I can imagine — sa dorm noon ko kahit bawal, sa bahay nila, I gave him a blowjob sa loob ng pedicab na nakaparada sa tapat ng Blessah Salon and Spa at midnight lool.
Siya rin nag-introduce sa akin sa Gayle’s bakeshop na madaming branch sa Makati haha. In short, we had good memories together. But those didn’t last kasi I had to relocate sa Taguig para mas malapit sa workplace ko, that meant, leaving him behind. Aaminin ko, na-fall ako sa kanya, but again, fubu lang naman kami, and I think, one-sided lang yon haha.
Then last week, while ordering a hazelnut waffle sa food court ng Cash and Carry (and yes —- dito na ulit ako nakatira haha) nakita ko siya, same face but matured and daddy na, buhat-buhat yung daughter niya😭. We looked at each other for few secs until he flashed that familiar smile at me.
He pulled me sa may gilid and we talked for few minutes. And yes, he’s married na to co-worker and they have a child together. Sa area pa rin siya nakatira — tubong Cash and Carry raw siya lol. He’s so happy and shocked to see me raw and I said the same — kumustahan ba ganon.
I asked him, if his wife knows about his past..about us..about me— he just said ”Oo naman, she has to. She’s my wife.” — Nong narinig ko yon, I felt nothing but happiness for him. Kasi he mentioned noon na, what if one day ma-in-love siya sa babae, tatanggapin ba raw siya ng buo despite his past? And now, here he is, happily married with a child.
And ako? I had my hazelnut waffle with extra cream cheese that day. In all fairness, hindi kuripot si kuya sa hazelnut syrup ah!