u/borgarbun

Tired of my blank deck and was thinking of getting a custom one.

Tbh i've only been rejected one time and after that I have barely tried approaching anyone, well mostly because I've been depressed for years and I just never really had many people around me.

Although throughout my life I have always felt like an outcast and never really fit in that well with normies I probably only had like 2 friends that I was close with but we aren't really in contact anymore.

I think the big issue is I didn't commit to the trick and as a result I bailed out and landed awkwardly. It feels quite embarrassing as well since i was just doing a 180 over a stick. Any tips so that I can avoid it from happening in my future sessions.

Currently I have 54mm Ricta Naturals for my main setup and I was thinking of trying lower trucks, specifically Slappy Lows. Just wondering if this setup will be prone to wheelbite?

I think no matter how I try to vent to people who aren't in my situation they will never be able to relate. They might understand what I'm saying but none of them will feel what it's like. It's so frustrating cause they will divert the conversation to like a life lesson that everybody has it hard like no I don't want to hear that shit right now.

I am sure because they were pointing their camera towards my direction while sneakily holding their phone low. Also this is the same person that mocked me the day before. Fuck my chud life.

Yesterday when I was gathering with a bunch of people for a group project I tried to make short talk with this alt-dude with his friend beside him. Anyway as someone who has interesti in music I tried to ask about where he goes to play for his gigs and what genre of music he plays. Later on his friend who was I would consider one the "cool kids" repeated the words I said mockingly and I'm so sure cause it was the exact words I have said through that convo.

Idk I'm quiet a sensitive person and I have dealt with self-loathing through my life so I end up bawling my eyes out when I was going home. Right now im still overthinking why would they do it. Maybe I was an easy target because im unpopular and ugly. It really makes me feel like I should have not tried talking at all in the first place.