u/breeeebritt

I'm a tow truck dispatch operator for work and today we had a very interesting one.. I got the call from a woman, who first of all called from an anonymous number, she needed help was all over the place rambling basically it sounded like she couldn't get her car started but also needed to get it towed? I said we'll send somebody out either way but something definitely gave me the feeling of this is going to be a shitshow 😂 anyways what had happened is they couldn't get the car started so my driver hooked up her vehicle and she rode in the truck brought it to the location she had requested well this woman is clearly going through a drug induced psychosis swearing talking to herself she began speaking in to me sounding demonic The reason I know this is because my driver secretly took a video honestly it's for his own protection as well because she is very unpredictable but in the video you can hear her talking about archangel Michael and she's asking to be protected and My driver asked for a contact phone number for someone to pay the tow bill because we ended up towing it to our impound lot she couldn't pay for it proceeded to jump out of the tow truck after attempting to take control of my driver's wheel putting both of their lives in danger..

I'm sharing this for multiple reasons because I find myself very empathetic for this person. Clearly there's a lot of drug use. I'm no stranger to that and I am also want to partake in some substances. What causes this extreme of psychosis? And am I thinking with ego right now? Because my thought process with drug use is only certain people can handle it and once they become complacent into that routine then they go to a really dark place where everything around them is evolving but they're still stuck. When I find myself getting too deep there is a voice that tells me to reel it in because whatever I'm reading about or researching most likely isn't leading to something productive but I am very spiritual and I meditate, I know a little bit about archangel Michael and things like that I love our universe so what is going on with that person is basically what I want to know and is she experiencing something that is evil? Or similar to myself?

I'm a tow truck dispatch operator for work and today we had a very interesting one.. I got the call from a woman, who first of all called from an anonymous number, she needed help was all over the place rambling basically it sounded like she couldn't get her car started but also needed to get it towed? I said we'll send somebody out either way but something definitely gave me the feeling of this is going to be a shitshow 😂 anyways what had happened is they couldn't get the car started so my driver hooked up her vehicle and she rode in the truck brought it to the location she had requested well this woman is clearly going through a drug induced psychosis swearing talking to herself she began speaking in to me sounding demonic The reason I know this is because my driver secretly took a video honestly it's for his own protection as well because she is very unpredictable but in the video you can hear her talking about archangel Michael and she's asking to be protected and My driver asked for a contact phone number for someone to pay the tow bill because we ended up towing it to our impound lot she couldn't pay for it proceeded to jump out of the tow truck after attempting to take control of my driver's wheel putting both of their lives in danger..

I'm sharing this for multiple reasons because I find myself very empathetic for this person. Clearly there's a lot of drug use. I'm no stranger to that and I am also want to partake in some substances. What causes this extreme of psychosis? And am I thinking with ego right now? Because my thought process with drug use is only certain people can handle it and once they become complacent into that routine then they go to a really dark place where everything around them is evolving but they're still stuck. When I find myself getting too deep there is a voice that tells me to reel it in because whatever I'm reading about or researching most likely isn't leading to something productive but I am very spiritual and I meditate, I know a little bit about archangel Michael and things like that I love our universe so what is going on with that person is basically what I want to know and is she experiencing something that is evil? Or similar to myself?

I'm a tow truck dispatch operator for work and today we had a very interesting one.. I got the call from a woman, who first of all called from an anonymous number, she needed help was all over the place rambling basically it sounded like she couldn't get her car started but also needed to get it towed? I said we'll send somebody out either way but something definitely gave me the feeling of this is going to be a shitshow 😂 anyways what had happened is they couldn't get the car started so my driver hooked up her vehicle and she rode in the truck brought it to the location she had requested well this woman is clearly going through a drug induced psychosis swearing talking to herself she began speaking in to me sounding demonic The reason I know this is because my driver secretly took a video honestly it's for his own protection as well because she is very unpredictable but in the video you can hear her talking about archangel Michael and she's asking to be protected.. she said that Zion is in her pussy.. and My driver asked for a contact phone number for someone to pay the tow bill well she said Zion again. We ended up towing it to our impound lot she couldn't pay for it she proceeded to jump out of the tow truck after attempting to take control of my driver's wheel putting both of their lives in danger..

I'm sharing this for multiple reasons because I find myself very empathetic for this person. Clearly there's a lot of drug use. I'm no stranger to that and I am also want to partake in some substances. What causes this extreme of psychosis? And am I thinking with ego right now? Because my thought process with drug use is only certain people can handle it and it takes mental strength to be able to use it as a tool.. but I feel like there's really low level people that use and once they become complacent into that routine then they go to a really dark place where everything around them is evolving but they're still stuck. When I find myself getting too deep there is a voice that tells me to reel it in because whatever I'm reading about or researching most likely isn't leading to something productive but I am very spiritual and I meditate, I know a little bit about archangel Michael and things like that I love our universe so what is going on with that person is basically what I want to know and is she experiencing something that is evil? Or similar to myself? I question everything and think deeply about everything and what happened tonight has just been sitting in my brain all night.

as of recently i feel like i've been going backwards in my healing journey.. my ex is getting released from prison at the end of this month for what he did to me. i have been dreading this month all year.. he only had to serve 1 year for felony domestic assault - along with numorous other charges of dv against me and his ex. i live alone and i'm almost positive he knows where i live. while in prison i received a phone call from a random older man who said he was "locked up with my boyfriend and calling to check on me" ugh i dont want to live in fear and paranoia and give him that power because i have worked SO fucking hard this past year to literally re build my whole life, healing, and creating a home that is mine and peaceful. i have changed my number and have an order of protection in place.. i just wanted to get this off my chest. i dont have a support group for this sort of thing around my area, it would be nice to be more involved somehow also..