u/buttsack556

Your gonna miss what we had, it was all love, i know you wont see this, i just hope you fix your head, keep it high, the memories are something to cherish, i will always love you.

Everything reminds me of you, from the memories, all the way down to the foods we loved together, it didnt have to end this way..

Everything reminds me of you, from the memories, all the way down to the foods we loved together, it didnt have to end this way..

Please, fix yourself, you broke it off to work on you. I pray we can stay in eachothers lives, but if we cant i just hope you find you.

I hate what we have become, after over a decade i have failed to keep you happy.

When is "eventually"?

Now ive never been here, she says she loves me, but shes talking like shes ready to leave. Its been 10 years now and the memories we have are strong, i can look at them everyday, we both have an addiction to alcohol, but we find peace in our drink until its to much and then we hurt eachother, we NEED to stop drinking..but after 10 years is it finally the time to end it? Or should we fix it? She claims she loves me, she says that she will always love me, should i think thats true and accept that she offered the friendzone, in hopes that we can fix this? In a sense i feel like im losing my wife, im losing my best friend, there is only one soul i want to grow old and grey with and thats her, we have alot of happiness when we are sober, i dont know what to do and im at a total loss for words, havent slept for days now, im hoping for the best, but expecting the worst, i dont think she truly wants this...i just want my girlfriend, i want the light and soul i put soo many years into, i just want her. My love, please if you see this, let me know that you love me, i know im a fighter, i want to fix this, i dont want this to end, i dont want us to end..my heart, my soul, this is honestly killing me inside..