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So today and yesterday was absolute waste 0 hours studied 🥀 more backlog 🥀🥀 but surgery was fine i fucking slept 15 hours 😭🙏 I'm fine now still groggy a bit you guys were concerned so i thought i should post doctor said no screen so Tommorow will be waste too 🥀 whatever

If you wonder I'm diagnosed with Encephalitis and doctor said there's fluid in my brain he called it pus 😭🥀🙏 ik it's very bad humor for a 16yo but whatever 💔

So I'm diagnosed with Encephalitis and doctor said there's fluid in my brain he called it pus but whatever im heavy on meds I'm lieing in my mom's lap while writing this i hopefully everything goes alright and Tommorow will be wasted and i didn't even studied much today

So I'm 16M and my bed time is 11Pm and every night shortly after bed time she comes to check on me in my room and gives me forehead kiss before going to bed herself.

so i wonder is it same in your family too ?

Pata hai aaj kya hua

So this happened last year. It was late evening, the sun had almost set and I was flying my drone. And somehow I crashed it straight into an abandoned 3-story building.

The drone was pretty expensive, so I had no choice, I had to get it back. I climbed up the wall and went inside.

Honestly, it was such a weird experience. The place was full of old stuff - TVs, desks, shutters, clothes scattered everywhere. There was even packaged food lying around that looked older than me.

I somehow managed to get to the 3rd floor using the stairs. I was sure they would break under me, but they didn't, thank god. And there it was - my drone, stuck on a sofa on the 3rd floor.

I grabbed it and started coming down, and that's when I saw police officers outside. They shouted at me, and I don't know what came over me, I just panicked and ran for my life back INTO the building to hide and escape.

I even managed to fool a female constable for a second, but then a male constable caught me. He slapped me so hard, yaar, I still remember it. They put me in their car without asking a single question and took me straight to the police station and threw me in the holding cell and locked it.

I was in there for maybe an hour. I was scared to my soul from start to end, I really thought I was going to jail.

Then a female officer came in. She had 3 stars on her uniform and she was the only one in the station that everyone was saluting, so I guess she was in charge. She came inside the cell, her eyes were cold, and she asked my name.

I told her everything, why I went there in the first place. Then I told her how the constable had slapped me.

Her expression changed instantly. She went out and called that same constable inside. I could hear her scolding him from the cell.

She said, "Bacche ko koi ese marta hain kya? He's just a kid. Who told you to hit him? You could have just brought him in."

The constable was just standing there silently, looking down.

Then she came back, and her tone became soft again. She took me out and made me sit on a chair. She told me that building has a history of illegal drug use and that running from the police like that was really stupid - which I knew.

But then she cracked a few jokes to make me laugh, ruffled my hair. She was actually very kind and beautiful. She pinched my cheeks and kept asking about my studies, my hobbies. Told me I shouldn't have run like that, that I could have gotten hurt and the rusty metal in there could have caused an infection. She was acting like an elder sister.

After that, she actually came with me to the building, I took my drone and the remote. Then she bought me a Dairy Milk Silk from a shop, dropped me home, gave me her number and told me to call her if I ever need any help.

I need a restart on life i need your help guys pleaseeeee

I have neurological disease I'm not going deeper in that,

So I was in hospital bed for months before my board's and I was only able to score 76% then after boards I got that problem again I was in and out of hospital since last few months but I took lectures in hospital bed it wasn't perfect but yeah better than 0 now my condition is way better but I need and advice my life will depend on this; and I'm following pw Arjuna 1.0

Biology

Both botany and zoology all lectures done revision is lacking but chapters are properly done currently on biomolecules & plant kingdom

Chemistry

Atomic structure and mole concept lecture notes done but i didn't practiced any qoustions expect the ones in class

I started inorganic few days ago but i have 13 lectures backlog

Physics

I took basic maths lecture right after boards but i forgot physics completely during April-May-Jun and i started taking lectures from saleem sir in Motion in straight line but still i have 10 lectures backlog in that chapter too

What should I do? I'm so confused idk what to do

Constant beeping of machines is my new reality I can't think straight my conversation skills are 0 i just don't know what to do with life maybe you guys could help me 🙏

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Pata hai aaj kya hua So i wanted to make coffe and i found that i don't have enough milk so i thought of ordering in jio mart and jio mart closes around 9Pm here and i ordered on 8;57 and distance between jio mart and my home is around 3km distance so I got call from delivery boy after a minute asking if i want it or not but i thought he was outside my house cuz I'm used to them calling when they are outside my house so after getting out of my house i found noone as usual and i opened order section to see the location of the guy and trust me broo 💀 he was flying he took only fucking 3 minutes and he almost crashed into me while coming 😭😭🙏 life's fastest delivery only in 4 minutes 😭

Hello I'm 16M

How i want my future wife to be;

Beauty; average to pretty anywhere between this is okay.

I hope she's good in studies so she can earn i don't care if earns more than me cuz by looking at me I'm not earning more than 12LPA by the way I'm studying.

She should be loyal cuz I'll be very loyal to my wife and I'll love her to her core of the heart.

She can drink smoke it's fine i won't stop her but before we have our little buddy it stops completely for atleast a year for both of us.

I want her to be equally obsessed over our kid like im

I have so much in my mind I wanna be the best father and husband

Another guy will live the life I once dreamed of having with you. Another guy will wake up to your sleepy voice every morning. Another guy will hold your hand on cold nights, the same hand I once imagined holding forever. Another guy will listen to your endless stories, laugh at the jokes I would've known by heart, and become the reason behind the smiles that once made my entire day.

Another guy will stand beside you in pictures, in moments, in memories, in all the places where I once imagined I'd be standing instead. He'll wipe away your tears... but I always wished I could catch them before they ever had the chance to fall. He'll walk beside you through crowded streets without realizing how unbelievably lucky he is, while I walk alone carrying memories that never quite learned how to let go.

My biggest regret will always be that I never got to know your side of the story. I still wonder if you ever think about me. If my name ever crosses your mind when you're alone. If your eyes ever fill with tears at the thought of what we were. If you ever miss me... or the countless little moments we shared. If you miss my silly questions, my random messages, or the way I tried to make you smile even on your worst days.

Maybe the answers no longer matter. Maybe they never will. But somewhere inside me, a small part will always wonder what our story could have been if life had chosen a different ending.

Idk i just wanted to post what I'm thinking

Hi guys.

It's my birthday tonight. I'm turning 17.

Every single year, this day comes, and I realize I don't even know what it feels like to celebrate a birthday.

If you're interested, here's my story.

My parents had an arranged marriage. My mother was never happy with it. Since I was a child, she would tell me that I destroyed her life, and that she was happier before marriage. Maybe she loved someone else, or maybe she still does. I don't know.

I still remember when I was in 2nd grade. During the first period at school, I drew a picture of me and my mom. I was so excited to show it to her that I waited the entire school day.

When I got home, she slapped me hard across the face, tore the drawing in half, and threw it into the dustbin.

It's been more than a decade, but I've never forgotten that day. I cried the entire night.

My father wasn't any different. He didn't like me either. They called me a mistake.

The only people who ever made me feel loved were my grandpa and grandma. They were my home. They gave me the little joy I had growing up.

Some childhood memories never leave you. Even if your mind tries to move on, your body remembers.

Whenever I disobeyed my mother, she would press a hot tawa against my shoulder. I still have the scars after all these years.

There are many more things I've been through. Some nightmares are still too painful to put into words.

Maybe one day, someone will love me the way every child deserves to be loved.

And if I ever become a father, I'll make sure my child never has to wonder whether they're wanted.

Good night.