u/capybaraenjoyer2

Hey Guys. I am extremely scared of HIV right now.

I had Sex with 2 Sex-workers on saturday. (4 days ago)

One was a women, we had Protected Sex and the condom was used without issues as far as i know. We also did 69 and i licked her Vagina oral.

Then after that, i went to a trans-women. She gave me a blowjob without protection, i gave her a short blowjob with protection. We didnt have analsex. After giving a blowjob to each other, we jerked off our dicks with one hand (our dicks touched unprotected while jerking both off with a hand). There was no cum, blood or anything else from her side as far as i know. I didnt notice precum from her side, but im not sure.

I was so scared, i went to the hospital to get PEP. ive been taking it for four days now and got it 16 hours after the contact with the trans women.

I know this may sound idiotic, i read a lot, im young snd confused and especially scared.

Does anyone have an Idea of how scared i have to be or what else i can do? Whats the risk i am infected with HIV?

Hello guys, i started my first dosis PEP today after having sex with a prostitute and with a trans women both in one day (yesterday).

With the prostitute i had sex snd 69, used a condom, didnt break

With the trans women, she gave me a blowjob (no condom) and i sucked her off (condom). Also we jerked our penises against each other unprotected. And she put her cock like under my balls when i wss jerking off above her.

Google Gemini, some online doctor from justanswer snd many others are sure i dont have a real risk of HIV with that happened, but i am so scared and feel so stupid for hsving sex with sexworkers again after i had thr same fear amd problems at the end of 2025 when i wss with three sex workers aswell.

Im not sure if its the right thing to do, but i feel like ill do PEP to be even more sure that im not infected than i should already be without it.

Also i had sex with a sexworker 2 weeks ago, we used a condom for sex and blowjob, obviously not a real risk of HIV and PEP will not to anything for that one, but im just scared.

Im scared, i feel stupid and ashamed, im not looking to ever have sex again with these kind of women. I just hope im strong enough in the future to not do it again.

Any tips for my PEP-journey?

Hey.

I am 25 and havent had a girlfriend yet. At the end of last year, i went to 3 prostitutes in one week. It was nice experiences and i wanted more but i felt like i should do this.

Now, one week ago, again i payed an escort, we had sex, it was ok. I went to two happy end massages in the folloeing days. Now this week i went to a handjob yesterday and todsy i had pay-sex with another 40 yesr old. I wasnt satisfied after and went to a Trans-girl for the first time.

All these experiences are amazing when it happens, but after or in the following days, i Feel bad and scares of STIs, even tho i always use a condom im scared of HIV.

I then feel bad, tell myself to not to it again, but the next dsy i ger horny, i go online and see theres new hot women and im having a hard time to not go there.

I try to think of reasons why i shouldnt go have pay-sex. One reason is money i guess, but that wasnt enough reason to stop me for now. Im scared of STIs after, srill didnt stop me. What can I do to stop because something always tells me before a new adventure that i shouldnt do it, yet it do it again and again.

Maybe I do it because i havent had a girlfriend yet, because i feel lonely and this is currently the only way to go intimate and see naked, beautiful women.

I also feel like my mental health isnt at best right now.

Please, i feel like i need help.

UPDATE:

• I did go to the Hospital this morning explaining my situstion and i got my first dosis of PEP hoping i can prevent myself from HIV which i dont think is likely anyways but just to make sure.

• I did contact local therapists asking them for a first sitting, explaining my situation.

• since im doing PEP, i will not be able to go to prostitutes for like at least a month which i think will help me distance myself from this whole topic. (I mean i could go still but would be so stupid that not even I would do that)

-One thing i want to clarify is that i do not hate women, i do not disrespect women, and i dont see them as objects. Yes i went to prostitutes, but that is not because i dislike women and see them as Objects, its because i simply didnt think much sbout it at first and i wss selfish and just wanted a good time.

When i mentioned in my story that i didnt have a girlfriend yet (at least not since i was 17) i didnt mean it in a way of like having a girlfriend just to have sex all the time. I meant it more like in a way of "i didnt have a girlfriend for a long time - i feel like i am missing out on sexual experience - thats why i go to a prostitute". I do want real love, share beautiful moments together, hsve a Partner for every situation, not just for sex or as an object. I dont care if u believe this or not, i know my truth and i dont see how u can compare having a partner to paying a prostitute.

Hey.

I am 25 and havent had a girlfriend yet. At the end of last year, i went to 3 prostitutes in one week. It was nice experiences and i wanted more but i felt like i should do this.

Now, one week ago, again i payed an escort, we had sex, it was ok. I went to two happy end massages in the folloeing days. Now this week i went to a handjob yesterday and todsy i had pay-sex with another 40 yesr old. I wasnt satisfied after and went to a Trans-girl for the first time.

All these experiences are amazing when it happens, but after or in the following days, i Feel bad and scares of STIs, even tho i always use a condom im scared of HIV.

I then feel bad, tell myself to not to it again, but the next dsy i ger horny, i go online and see theres new hot women and im having a hard time to not go there.

I try to think of reasons why i shouldnt go have pay-sex. One reason is money i guess, but that wasnt enough reason to stop me for now. Im scared of STIs after, srill didnt stop me. What can I do to stop because something always tells me before a new adventure that i shouldnt do it, yet it do it again and again.

Maybe I do it because i havent had a girlfriend yet, because i feel lonely and this is currently the only way to go intimate and see naked, beautiful women.

I also feel like my mental health isnt at best right now.

Please, i feel like i need help.

Hey.

I am 25 and havent had a girlfriend yet. At the end of last year, i went to 3 prostitutes in one week. It was nice experiences and i wanted more but i felt like i should do this.

Now, one week ago, again i payed an escort, we had sex, it was ok. I went to two happy end massages in the folloeing days. Now this week i went to a handjob yesterday and todsy i had pay-sex with another 40 yesr old. I wasnt satisfied after and went to a Trans-girl for the first time.

All these experiences are amazing when it happens, but after or in the following days, i Feel bad and scares of STIs, even tho i always use a condom im scared of HIV.

I then feel bad, tell myself to not to it again, but the next dsy i ger horny, i go online and see theres new hot women and im having a hard time to not go there.

I try to think of reasons why i shouldnt go have pay-sex. One reason is money i guess, but that wasnt enough reason to stop me for now. Im scared of STIs after, srill didnt stop me. What can I do to stop because something always tells me before a new adventure that i shouldnt do it, yet it do it again and again.

Maybe I do it because i havent had a girlfriend yet, because i feel lonely and this is currently the only way to go intimate and see naked, beautiful women.

I also feel like my mental health isnt at best right now.

Please, i feel like i need help.