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Franz brioche

Has #%@^+=! stevia in it instead of real sugar. I knew I tasted it. Why? Just why. I love the sourdough and they were out so they gave me the brioche as a replacement. Now all I can taste is that diet sugar taste. Way to ruin a good thing.😑😑😑

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u/casualblowtorch — 2 days ago
▲ 156 r/MCAS

Benadryl.

Everyone says Benadryl is bad for you. Don't take it, dementia etc. This stuff is what gives me a normal life. I tried Claritin for 8 months and it made me so depressed I couldn't figure out what was making me feel so​ bad. I need the brain barrier part, H1 and H2, risk of dementia be damned. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs, so if it gives me a normal life, it is what it is. Histamine reactions? Gone. Patience and calm? Restored. Ability to sleep deeply? Restored. Depression? Gone. PMDD (which is probably just MCAS): Gone. I'm like 3 days out from my period and totally chill. The worst part is I am groggy if I take it too late. That's it. I also want to add that benadryl suppresses my appetite more or less while Claritin made me eat everything especially sugar.

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u/casualblowtorch — 6 days ago

Cell service at USMA/Natural Bridge

Service is basically non-existent around the lake. Does anyone know if Verizon gets service there? Looking into eSim options for my husband, he's there for the summer, currently has no service. Thanks.

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u/casualblowtorch — 8 days ago

Delayed grief.

I lost everything at once. My naive hope stemmed the tide. It took me almost 2.5 years to accept you were gone forever. Then I hit absolute burnout and self-destructed. I hurt myself, badly.

Now I am in a pit. There is joy and happiness, sometimes. There is little desire to engage in hobbies. I feel so tired, so unlike myself. I don't know who I am or where I am going. I am operating on obligation alone. I hate feeling this way.

You were just another person I allowed to hurt me very badly. I don't want you back. I want me back.

You'll never know anything. You'll never know me again. I would never let you close again. I would rather be alone until I die than ever let you in again. I thought for a long time I could forgive you and be kind. I cannot and I will not. The only thing I need to fix is myself.​

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u/casualblowtorch — 11 days ago

I had to leave a group chat because an estranged family member was added to it.

I didn't HAVE to. It was a choice. But this person's number has been blocked for 3 years. They said they will never apologize because they don't think they did anything wrong. And since I still think they're a rancid, cunty bitch...and didn't want to interact with them in any way, I had to leave. One more thing I guess.

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u/casualblowtorch — 18 days ago