u/chotudocupchaii

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Didi 2 saal something pehle college ke liye dusri city shift hogyi, ever since that, kabhi bhi usko text karu toh kaafi annoy si ho jaati hai, as if she doesn't like me texting her, upar chats attach kar hi di hai, last 2.5 mahine pehle baat hue thi, saamne seh kabhi text nahi karti kaam ke baat ke alawa, ab toh baat bhi nahi hoti.. she doesn't owe me kuch bhi lekin shayad maine badi behen h and ghar pe mahol etna accha nahi rehta esliye maine socha didi seh problem ke time pe baat karliya karungi jaise jab woh yaha thi toh mereseh karti thi, khair. Uski hi life and toh mai kon hoti hu interfere karne wali, so I js let it be, i should just expect less. She has her own life tohh ... Khaiir

Also, mai etne acche seh explain nahi kar paa rahi idk why, so pls don't misunderstand, before texting her maine usse poocha tha agar thoda time hai uske paas baat karne ke liye she said haan hai time bolo kya hua, fir hi maine usse baat karni shuru ki, fir bhi usne mujhe bola ki i ruin her moments wagera wagera and then also claimed ki i never asked her if she has time.

Edit : btw kuch logo ko misunderstanding hori h I guess, es chats mei jinko maine attach Kiya h usme i wasn't talking about meri dikkat ya anything, bas ek kaam/favour/help chahiye thi, woh bhi free ho poocha tha pehle. (Nothing related to family)

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mai apne mama ke ghar gyi thi and mera cousin 7 saal ka hai, mai uski books wagera dekhri thi (they're hella expensive and shi for some reason bro) like 600-799 something for a thin small book woh bhi 6-7 saal ke bacche ke liye, khair uski school ki books thi and kisi bhi book mei CD nahi nikli, especially English aur computer ki book mei hamesha nikalti thi... Idk seems like ab book mei CD dena band kardiya h enlogo ne ,🥹😔✌🏻💔

Idk agar pehle 12th walo ko bhi books mei CD milti hongi, mai toh abhi hi aayi hu 🙏🏻

I remember 7-8th tak toh milti thi bhai, abhi I have started to see baccho ki books and have become sm more expensive and cd bhi nahi dere 😔😔✌🏻 chalo sahi time pe 7-8th padhliya

I feel old asf ( I'm 16😊💔🔥)

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I woke up feeling very sad and I dont know why,

I haven't had a best friend for years now, I have completely forgotten how having one feels like.

The last time i had a best friend was in early 2023, after she left our school and moved to a new city she stopped talking to me, and ghosted me. We unfollowed eachother on social media.

I couldn't get enough of what happened to us, she always betrayed me, dated my crushes, snitched on me, chose a new girl that came between us over me..

I think of times when both of us were together with no one to separate us, no girl, no distance.. we were small kids, in 4th-5th standard, she was my first best friend ever, and the way she made me feel i don't think no one ever could do the same, maybe not even myself.

After whatever happened to our friendship, everytime I try making new friends, i cannot.

All my traumatic memories with my ex bsf, all those insecurities, I get flashbacks, i don't know why but I try to find her in every person, i don't want to but I do.

The last time I felt a friendship was genuine was when I was 13, and now I'll be turning 17 in no time.

I keep thinking things will change and I will again have a bestfriend, but it's been years now, I even created a fake account and got 700 some followers only for her to feel like it's a real account and accept my request, i sent a follow request to all her mutuals aswell so I could see what and how she's doing..

I had enough and I put that account on delete last month, and it's gone now.. i haven't searched her insta profile for a month.. I miss her but i don't want to

When I see people around me having best friends, i think how must they be feeling to have eachother

And the way I have become, I fear that I'll be like this for the rest of my life, with no genuine connections... I don't wanna feel this way

I want to reset my emotions and everything back to how they were, so I can see everyone the same way I did as a child and make friends with the same level of innocence as i did back then, because all I do now is overthink, doubt and try finding their red flags so I can distance myself from them

hello everyone, I have registered for my school mun and I'm struggling. Struggling with everything, i don't know where to start the research from, what do I exactly do the research about, im losing it, since the comm which I have opted is smaller than means I might have to actively participate in the committee, everytime I eat, or try to sleep, i just cannot stop thinking about what will happen on the day since I'm not prepared.

I keep thinking about "oh I'll do the research now" but everytime I start with it, i question myself "what do I exactly research about?"

I wanted to speak cus I have spent 2600 on this mun, and there's no point of being shut after spending all that money

I really beg, if anyone of you could guide me through this mun, i just want a hand to guide me through my mun, with everything.

I don't have friends who do muns and I'm doing it alone, i tried talking to people in my comm through text but they all seemed lowk uninterested, probably competitive and don't wanna help me, also i hesitated to ask alot, since i thought they'll get annoyed if I ask too much

Pls help me out this one time, i beg you, im seriouslu crying like over an mun? yes idk why I'm so fucking crashing out I just wanna speak bro pls

Kisi aur seh organic samjh nahi aati sirf nikhil sir seh samjh aati hai and lectures ke time nahi hai pls lmk if they're fine for jee mains lvl and I'll do pyqs and modules from my side aswell, pls tell

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I was scrolling and looking up to my 16th birthday ki photos from last year, I invited a friend and we were in a restaurant and few other girls were there as well and my mum sat next to us.. I got my dress from zudio at 900rs. It was a really pretty dress and maine kuch dresses aur li hue h zudio seh joh ki quality wise theek lagti hai wahi sirf.

My friend asked me "bhai dress bhot badhiya hai kaha seh li?" I said "hainaa, maine zudio seh li".. she burst out laughing "zudio seh" and she continued laughing at me for getting my birthday dress from zudio, my mother sat next to me and she got me my dress and i felt really bad (mumma ne sun liya hoga meri friend ko yeh bolte hue and esliye zada bura laga)

My friend got her birthday dress from a mall's dress store which I could say cost her around 4k-5k.

I normally buy clothes from either market, zudio, or flipkart and amazon, cus jana nahi padta bahar aur jaise clothes chahiye mil jaate hai at an affordable price, lekin ab mujhe aise kapde lene mei honestly awkward lagne laga hai, like i could lie ki maine XYZ store seh li lekin it's just not really my thing and i feel wierd.

I feel good wearing those clothes I got through online platforms but wearing them around people like my friend who have the potential to make fun of me for wearing good quality cheap clothes.

(I have heard people mock other girls saying "kya hi chutiya hai, upar seh meesho seh laaye kapde pehenti hai", even where their clothes look good to me, like actually good fir woh meesho seh hi kyu na ho)

The other time the same friend of mine, she goes to school in a car and I go by an auto, toh she mocked me saying something, i don't remember her words but she clearly did mock me for travelling through autos, uske baad seh mujhe school auto seh jaane mei bhi thoda awkward aur embarrassed feel hota hai while everyone else is going in their cars...

bhai jee ka phy teacher recommend kardo pleasee, i beg y'all!!!

Rj sir seh padhna h lekin batch ke lectures are very long, I have min time also I'm struggling with some bs to focus nahi kar paa rahi hu esliye 1.5 hours ke 20 lecture for a single chapter is impossible for me 🙏🏻

abj sir seh frequency idk why set nahi hue 💔

Saleem sir seems too fast and unke kuch oneshots mei derivations n definitions etc ni hai which are important for boards

mujhe like koi teacher recommend kardo, who'll teach from basics thoda sa, detailed ho, oneshot mei unke derivations and everything ho, oneshots can be lengthy 8-10 hours utna doesn't matter(they're still less than 20 lectures lol) and complete course available ho aisa unka... Agar 15 ghante ka bhi oneshot hoga toh btado yaar kuch bhi btado batch lectures chodke atp

I'm at a very shitty stage pls help if possible :D agar koi underrated teacher bhi ho toh

Maths and chem is going thodi good bas phy hi fucked up h

The caste system is the root cause of reservation, let's just remove the caste system?

Discrimination against sc, st and OBC takes place even with reservation (some discrimination is also due to reservation, but on grounds, people discriminate either ways), if reservation is removed, and discrimination still takes place? The situation will somewhat be like 1910-1920 type?

My concern is not reservation, my concern is "what if upper castes begin to dominate the society again", not by talent or hardwork, but by unfair means (since alot of people think very poorly/lowly of lower castes so anything is possible)

Why not remove the caste system?

I had chicken maggi 2years back, it was so horrible lol and now i was thinking to buy this buldak 2x spicy ramen but it's like chicken flavour so i was thinking if it tastes bad😭🙏🏾

(I'm a non vegetarian but like the flavour the chicken maggi was just bad soo, now I doubt all "chicken noodles" atp)

Does anyone know what these noodles taste like?

not even hating bruh, why isn't this case receiving the same level of attention tho ?

A noob who has done MUNs before but never had the courage to speak or the idea of where to gather the information from (research) .. any help would be greatly appreciated, pleasee :)

Oneshot suggestion kya maanglo "abhi seh oneshots" pelne aa jate hai😞

Bhai I have come to a conclusion ki it's only 6 months that we have now, aur 11th ghanta kuch aati nahi hai, 11th padhne ka time ni, aur 12th ki physics lux 27 seh toh hone nahi wali like wdym electrostatics abhi khatm bhi nahi hua h wtfwfwfwf no way fuck it maine although khazana seh padha lekin bro 30+ lecs for electrostatics alone that too 1.5-3h per lecture oye bkl time kaha hai, sori mere paas toh nahi hai.

Considering the fact ki nov seh Pre boards shuru ho jayenge that means by October end ya nov starting week mei syllabus khatam karna hai aise toh sirf 4 mahine haanth mei hai 😭💔

Bhai ab sirf oneshot hi Sahara hai cus no way 12th ka batch seh padha toh chud jaungi aur 11th ka syllabus ghanta nahi hoga, esse better hai 12th ke oneshots lagalu aur dherrrrr saare questions lagau cus ques practice hi main hai, fir 11th ke liye 1 mahina toh milega kam seh kam 😞🙏🏾..

Acha ab chalo koi acha yt channel btado jaha pe badhiya detailed oneshots hai ekdam zero seh adv wale (if not adv, mains tak ka bhi chalega) and idc if they're 12hr long (they're still better than 30 lectures or 1.5-3h lol). Acha teacher recommend krdo for jee 27 physics (don't recommend eduniti frequency nahi baithti)

Thanks 🙂‍↕️🫠😰🙏🏾🙏🏾😞💔