When I read posts here about going to therapy, I feel a fire on my back, like my whole back is on fire. It happens mostly when I talk about my trauma. I haven't been diagnosed, but I think I might have CPTSD. I'm hoping to start therapy soon.
Reccomend me any good therapist in junagadh, i want to start taking therapy but don't want to endup with a bad one (happened in past once)
Hello ahemdabad is there any rage room (where you can break stuff to release stress)in Ahmedabad?
Same as title if you know any shop or pharmacy reccomend.
I never thought I would say this, so you all remember the famous series DARK, in thae show there is a character who's dougher is her mother but that character has one habit that whenever she feels like giving up or things are falling apart she ask her husband to tell her about paradise and he tell her about it whenever she ask without judging her.
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When I watched that scene I did not connect with it but now when I'm living on my own it feels so accurate that you need someone to tell you or make you belive that things will be better, yiu need that assurance from someone you love that please make me believe paradise is real and our sins will be forgiven and there will be no sadness.
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P.s : This post is dedicated to love for this sub,
So it will get serious.
I am a 23-year-old male living in a village with my family, and what a shit show I have witnessed.
I am a fragile person and can't handle too much stress. If I take on too much pressure, my brain slowly stops working normally. I have been dealing with this since childhood, and not a single soul has understood it, so my childhood was hell compared to others.
Right now, the situation is that my father has given me an ultimatum: go to work within 8 days or leave the house. The last time I was doing a job, I was under so much pressure that my mind went crazy, and I ran away from home. Because of that, I have an immense fear of doing a job again.
I tried to prepare my mind, but the pressure is killing me. They expect me to give everything I earn to the family because they don't believe I can manage my own money. I wouldn't even be allowed to keep 20% of my salary. From ₹12,000–15,000, I would get only around ₹500 for myself.
How am I supposed to save for marriage? Apparently, they also have an issue with my relationship because my girlfriend is from a different caste. So they want me to make money, give all of it to them, and then marry someone of their choice. If I don't follow that path, I'm considered a bad child and apparently worthy of being thrown out of the house.
And if you're thinking it's just a threat, he already threw me out when they found out about my girlfriend a year ago. So it's pretty much the same this time.
I have been living my life according to my principles and have spent most of it in misery because doing what I believe is right is considered wrong here. I am not going to bend under this pressure.
My girlfriend is my backup. She is helping me with finding a room, and she has been my only support system from the start. I love her, and I choose her over these manipulators.
My question is: if your son attempts suicide, runs away from home, and visibly struggles with mental illness, why can't you accept that something is seriously wrong? They just want me to work no matter what condition I'm in.
And let me be honest here: I think I am literally at the stage where I should seek serious psychiatric help.
I still have one big drama incoming when I leave home. I seriously hate them. I can't and won't be able to think straight again in my life if I stay in this environment.
Somehow, I still feel like I am a bad person because I'm not earning and not supporting them. But the truth is, I just don't want their shadow around me.
I’m moving to Ahmedabad in a few days and looking for a low-skilled job (because I have a history of mental illness, so I literally can’t work in high-pressure jobs). Something like billing or working in a movie theatre would be fine. If it’s a night shift, I wouldn’t mind.
“I’m currently in Bhavnagar, but I want my own space away from my family. Do you think moving to Vadodara would be a good decision?”