What a bop ,just instantly lifts up my mood ,gimme more of pop trash if it sounds as good as this
It hurts when I look back at the nasty things I said to them when we had a fight ,i didn't mean it obviously but I said it and can't be undone ,we are on good terms again but they have heard it now ,it won't leave their memory
I am like seriously done with this ,i had feelings for her but even they are dying because frankly I feel this is going nowhere and we are both wasting our times at an age we both should be thinking of marriage and actual relationships ,we have great chemistry and i genuinely have enjoyed talking to her but I just can't with this sham of a friendship..she obviously doesn't love me and I feel like a terrible loser entertaining her all day
I am 30 ,I am supposed to not care really what others think but it's still a bit scary eating alone in a restaurant filled to the brim with people,more than being alone I feel scared someone might curse me for wasting chairs in table for 2 or 4 meanwhile they are waiting for their seat and I feel like asking them to join but then my introverted ass takes over ..for me going to movies alone is much easier and I feel much better but it's a little tough eating alone in a restaurant
I am tired of being a listener man , it's just about them then them all the fucking time ,I am so exhausted..all my empathy is dead because of this ..I feel like if I talk about some situation in life they just turn it into their own life story ,oh that happened to you ?..well same thing happened to me ,now listen to me talk about it rather than what you went through or how your day was
Like piss off seriously,I am a good listener.. always has been but I am exhausted now